Agony

the aging agony of falling in love

with

Your

Very very very

Best friend

It’s like sapphires are lodged in my heart

Reflecting my sweet dreams of you like a prison

My beating heart that was shoved permanently in my throat

It’s fucking

Agony that gets older as I find the

Aging process creates a tilted stage

I stand there

The microphone is broken

The spotlight is off me, on something, someone else maybe

Agony, cause you’re so damn beautiful

And I’m broken

In agony as I try to make our coal into burning diamonds

But the sapphires burst into dust inside of me