Adrift

I am adrift on this lonely sea.

Everything is here is so beautiful, and that makes me so sad.

My heart and the sea are duet of wonder and grief.

I can never reach the shore, no matter how hard I try.

The light of the sky is as delicate as the fibers of my memories.

The ocean breeze moves me from place to place.

This ache in my soul makes me look for those I have lost on the tide of once was.

I am lost.

A song, a laugh, a hand reaching out.

Anything.

Let there be a center, under it all.

All that I have has been taken from me.

All that remains was taken away.

It is so beautiful here. It makes me so sad.

I lost my face, I've lost who I am.

Here I am, adrift.

Feeling permeated by a blessing that exists only in memory.

I am so sad. And everything is so beautiful.