Addendum

you make it so easy

to dislike you sometimes

perhaps that's what you want

cause i could never hate you

although a number of times

you've really shit me to tears

i've had enough of your crap

i'm fuckin chockas alright?

and you're only nice

when you want something

and even there are barbs

attached to the strings

you cast out pendulously

knowing you'll get a bite

they hook right under the skin

they pull stressed flesh tautly

they pierce through the layers

you make it so easy

to not want to be with at times

you don't like being wrong

you don’t like not being heard

always have an addendum

gotta have the last word

so selfish and greedy

so clingy and needy

mucked up and fucked up

damn they done a number on you

but it’s better to have messed up

than to have had nothing

your petulant storms

your stupid silences

your shit timing

stupid conformity can be an emotion