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According To My Repeating History

No, not again...

By JMPublished 2 years ago • 1 min read
According To My Repeating History
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Again

Waking up

Looking for some light

Looking for a break in the clouds

Again

Searching for the sun

And after it sets, simply surviving the night

Fighting through shrouds

Everyday

While Despair tries to pull me under

Reaching for a hope I cannot see

This rope has endured, with much patience

Everyday

While Agony pulls me apart, one thought after another

Desperately, I am treading this sea

Enduring this sentence

Everyday

Has its own trouble, trial, and tribulation

As a prisoner of Despair

My eyes have about lost their color

Again

A very particular, and dangerous wish of mine grows in temptation

To speak such a thing, I cannot dare

But with every night they falls, I fear I might not survive another

Again

My eyes shut

Tasked with enduring the night

Hoping that tomorrow, some sunlight will finally come around

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JM

Personally, writing began as a creative outlet, to be a means of processing and venting emotion, but it has become so much more. Something I want not to be just relatable, enjoyable and a good read, but to reach someone who is in need.

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