Moments like these,
I fall to my knees.
I cry out loud,
Forgive me please.
The scribe
is not someone who writes,
but instead
the one who breathes.
They take in this world
courageous like the Sun
goes to their duty
before the day has begun.
I am no scribe.
No poet to say the least.
I could bear no burden.
It would shatter my beliefs.
Believe me though,
when I say,
light
doesn’t have to bend that way.
I was reminded today
who I am.
And now
who I was.
It felt nice,
rage and all,
I couldn’t get through to them.
Not until I fall.
I like to remain collected.
Absolute to the world.
Is this a crime?
Depends on whether I crawl.
Anger flooded my eyes.
I drank blood at my own demise.
It felt right to lash out loud.
For my thoughts to be heard.
I just wish they knew the cost.
The vibration that my body remains,
even after the life
in my eyes drain.
I sit here,
now wanting to cry.
Or maybe to die.
And I don’t know why.
Life is this internal game
that we are so lucky to play.
I mean that.
Who we are is nothing but what we have become.
I am me,
surely that should be enough.
But in me,
they sit.
Upon a throne.
Picking and prying,
saying
they are home.
I don’t like the control they have.
Getting me to split
apart my order.
so that I will start all over.
With time away,
I could breathe
I now see the light
within me.
I don’t think they like that,
and I’m learning not to care,
but the devil inside me
is self-aware.
My brothers and sisters,
humans if you may,
I hope you join,
as we pray for today.
As a scribe in training,
the pen is never far.
For life when full,
is always hard.
About the Creator
Jake West
I like words
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