A Round Road

It does not matter. How far I have come. From the darkness. I once faced. It does not make a bit of difference. What I struggled before this day.

I am now here. I have studied the works of some of the most famous teachers. It seems such a long time ago.

I changed who I was.

Became who I am.

I thought I knew. All I needed to know. Today, this pain.

My pain.

It surely is clear. As I force myself to endure. To remember. The light within

I know IT IS newly formed.

Though, this time. I feel the presence of Dr. Wayne Dyer.

His voice inside my head.

Saying “God does nothing, but leaves nothing undone ”

I am struggling. Grieving a loss. A loss . So profound. The emptiness is turning me inside out.

Though, I am grateful.

With my tears as I mourn. Writing this message. You read now.

Again, at the edge of the precipice.

It is time to be calm and still. To cling bravely onto the light. To make it down this road. Leading me here.

It is treacherous. My soul has no choice. I must feel the loss, This uncertainty. Yes, even this fear.

Forcing me to self reflect. To adapt. To change.

This time.

I am prepared.

This time.

I can scream, and I know.

I am not alone.

Those who guide me. They are here. The energy of Love Sourced from Gods endless Creation. I feel this too.

It is definitely a lesson. I am willing to learn.

It seems like an eternity, but It started just a moment ago.

It does not matter what I know. This is what I feel, today.

Regardless of the learning. More lessons are on their way .

Today this road. Uphill and rocky, but it is also flower filled.

Right now, you know? It is just another bend. This road has many turns and hills.

The road is not long. In fact. It’s the same as it’s always been.

This time I know .

The road will lead me somewhere.

I have never been before.

Fasten my seat belt.

Turn on the light.

I am ready to start learning more.

Carlie Hinrichs

The Observation Crewg