I always find myself alone
I know that there are people in my phone
I know they'll pick up
and we could find our way out this place
but I can't drag myself out of my hole
or even drag my finger across my phone to unlock it
I stare at a black screen
Siting in the silence provided by my headphones
Waiting for someone to reach out
but I open my mouth because maybe I want to drown.
Always wearing strangers clothes,
My voice is the distant thunder that startles me awake
A memory long gone
one long forgotten
waking up and laying there in my loathing
speaking after hours that felt like eons
Speaking to no one.
-J.Doune
About the Creator
J.Doune
I write to rationalize my feelings and I'm a man who feels a lot. Sad, scarred, depressed, angry, I feel ugly because how hard they hit I feel beaten and bloody. It feels like going ten rounds with myself and my laptop every time I write.
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