A Girl That Feels Unloved

I think for girls who has never had their first boyfriend often feels like they're not worth going for.

It never occurs to them that something realistic might happen.

That they're waiting for someone who will love them and treat them right.

That they think waiting will give them the best kind of love but at the same time, they're tired of waiting.

And I am one of those girls, to feel that way.

Having someone telling you that you won't ever get a boyfriend, or the love of your life, it hurts.

It's heartbreaking.

Having someone telling you that, it feels like they've ripped your heart out from your chest and took it in their hands to crush it.

To make you feel the pain that's causing you to feel this way, feel even worst.

It feels like you're not pretty or even good enough for anyone.

It feels like everyone around you is just perfect and that they someday will get their other half.

But when it comes to yourself, you just feel like "Wow. I'm giving up."

You're giving up on something you've been longing to have, waiting for it.

Having to wait, it's scary.

You never know when your life is gonna change from someone who wants to make you happy.