I shut off
It just stopped
I became so broken and so numb that I just shut off all emotion
I didn't want to feel anymore
I didn't want to feel that hurt again
I didn't even want to feel love
but my body couldn't help it
My conscious cried for love
It begged and screamed for it
no matter how much I wanted to shut off
My subconscious wants it
pushing back the fact that it hurt so much
forgetting how much it killed me
My body cries for affection
It cries for love
but when i get it from them...
I do not want it
it is not the language of love and affection my body cries for
it's true love
And I had only felt that once in my life...
I'm drowning at high tide
in an oblivion
a dark abyss
reaching my hand out hoping yours will reach back
because darling
My Heart is calling out for Your love.
About the Creator
Johnae Rose
The story of a writer is always one of emotion..
Everyone has a muse
Mine's you.. and you're the reason I write.
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