A Boat In The Night

You think I know….

I only feel

I try to heal, but life doesn’t give me choices

I hurt to heal

Yes I heal to get hurt again, i don’t want to go on again…

Lust becomes pain again

The tears begin to leave me again, then again, I can never win, I tried to be frantic and sane

But this is vane, no sleep, I’m insane….

I did it….

Fuck it, I did it

I killed him

I murdered him

I threw the absence away and let the mind wander astray

In the void of my expense, I succeed….

Oh the prices I had to pay...