12/26/21

I don’t know how to breathe,

I don’t know how to think,

I don’t know how to be,

Happy,

Without you next to me,

Without you in my bed,

Without you in my head,

You left me for dead,

Now all I have is regrets,

But I guess that’s how we end,

Left me without myself,

Left me still holding my soul,

Close my eyes and see you as a ghoul,

Realized how alone I am,

Okay okay okay,

Don’t know what’s self fulfillment,

Okay okay okay,

In my head it’s chilling,

In my soul it’s dark,

I can’t breathe I can’t breathe,

And my heart is dead,

I can’t see I can’t see,

I can’t see my own reflection with my eyes,

I need the help of the devil in disguise,

All alone since the time you kissed me on that night,

Walked up together but now we’re separate in our lives,

What’s love without distress,

You always kept distrust,

Always thought I had a mistress,

My mind was just in distress.