*Crosses Fingers* I Hope We Will

Anger. Defined as: “a strong feeling of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility.”

My anger:

Has been coming from a broken place in my heart that can’t and maybe doesn’t want to understand to the limits of where it could ever be forgiven where we understand the problems and pain we as people allow to be manifested into our life or for the life of someone else. Where stupidity and selfishness go hand in hand by ones who are too blankly careless, hateful, and selfish to prevent more problems and pain from being brought into existence and from them getting strong enough to scare and make people stand down from their true purpose in their life that creates even more problems on its own by the cure or remedy being prevented and the cure or remedy being so deep in the core or root of the instance where nobody works to get that far down because some prayers of begging for salvation land on a idea of vanishing the problem rather than understanding the problem and then later on making the problem go away forever or for long enough to see where the problem comes from or where the problem goes when examining the issues of what just happened.

My anger from the world:

Is coming towards me and from a sad face of myself that just doesn’t comprehend why we as an anybody allow for fear to escalate in the world and then control our movements that usually halt or completely stop us from completing the things on our agenda that would help improve our time and separate us from the issues beckoning us on to help fix what is wrong when if we were strong enough as a nation we would never have problems because we would be that caring and emotionally & mentally prepared for the things we can’t control (such as death as sides from being murdered or committing suicide) when we could just be living and having fun and enjoy our time rather than to be frustrated by the lifestyles and ways of society when love for one is the best and most useful way of completing the promises for the world and from the world we should and need to overtake those things and bring us more forward to the matters that building peace for the world as time still ticks and goes by and we get more and more into the future that we must act fast and remotely never give up on it. Since building a future; one that many have feared is still in rotation and is occurring right now as we ignore, or try to understand or are actively trying to mend we don’t see that because nobody or we’ll not enough of us are trying or trying hard enough to make the world a good place that we never get there and continue on feeling hopeless, useless, and exist with a lack of faith that prevents the goodness from being there and from being brought into existence for its full extent. A good place where there is no negativity getting built deliberately because in the land of the world i wish I could exist in would not be problematic because the people in that space would be loving and ever so caring to the issues of what the nation deliberately creates, maintains, and in all fairness when it’s bad they never try to make it go away.

My anger to myself:

For being too afraid of bad happenings that I consciously don’t cross the finishing line of what I must complete until it is too late for me to be considered as a saviour or considered as anything strong like that to put love in the hearts of those who believed in me this entire time. For never playing the games right from the world that was led right in front of my face because I can’t take being insecure and shy and by being emotionally unready to respond to being a somebody worth being an evangelist and worthy of being listened to because my mind shuts down every time I get rejected by the causes of what more good I can do for the world and if people will still believe in me after I declare the truth and bring forth ways of living in a proper more happy way instead of being led by unhealthy emotions that don’t target or protect the wellbeing of anybody let alone even themselves. Which sucks and is really sad but that’s why I declare things in all actuality that the way to life and living it properly only examples what we have been doing wrong at all and still.