The Mourning of Sudden Loss

By now, you may heard about yet another celebrity's sudden death. I’m talking about tWitch, a.k.a. Stephen Boss, Ellen’s DJ… (and So You Think You Can Dance star, husband of Allison Holker).

He could’ve had many more decades of being amongst the most wholesome entertainers in history.

Whenever he popped up on my Tik Tok fyp, I would smile and like the dances.

The thing that I’m processing today is that they said he committed suicide... It feels so unbelievable. How do we process this? How will his wife, his kids process this?

Empaths may start having visions, visualizing these scenarios, but it’s also too jarring to confront sometimes. Already, there's been content now made, by psychics and mediums channelling "messages" from his Spirit - simultaneously one psychic says it was intentional, another psychic saying it was unintentional - like, bffr y'all...!

Then the conspiracies start evolving, because the Truth is too harsh to believe. Too hard to sit with. There simply "must" be a conspiracy behind this. What are the patterns? What do we know?

Ellen Degeneres - two friends in the one year? Anne Heche… What’s going on with Ellen? Why is all this happening like this?

Rosie O'Donnell says on her Tik Tok, "This is bull****! There's no like Hollywood cabal that's out killing people, and why the hell would they?! What could he possibly have seen or known at the Ellen Show? What that she was not nice to her staff? Everyone knows that. It's not a secret. There was no reason for Hollywood to kill this beautiful man. He was obviously suffering with mental health issues and it's a big, big, big problem in the United States. Please let him rest in peace and don't give his family any of this bull**** of it was a conspiracy, come on people, you gotta do better."

How do we make sense of these senseless realities?

And then the conspiracies about potential financial hardships, did he lose all his money in Crypto? - Now, debunked by TMZ.

No, perhaps we have to simply process this based on the communication that has been given. There is no conspiracy. Sometimes, we simply lose people, just like this.

And we try and try and try to prevent it.

We harp on about mental health for about two and half weeks.

Then we're onto the next thing. Already, we're getting distracted by Britney (Oh, that's another story!).

You can't blame Crypto. You can't blame Ellen's show. As hard as it is to process, sometimes, this is the most apparent reality.

Sometimes we turn to religion - what are your religious beliefs?

Is the Soul settled? Is there anything else we can do? For his wife, his family? Don't pressure her to speak up, let her speak only if she wants to speak.

It's going to be another morning she'll have to wake up and he's not there to hug or kiss. It's probably yet another day where her closest assistants, friends and family are telling her "Don't watch the news..." - just have a break from technology.

As much as we want to honour his memory, let's also keep in mind those closest to him who are still alive.

I want to learn more about Allison Holker, when she is ready.

I'm kind of feeling curious... "Would Meghan Markle reach out?" - That, would be interesting...

I write this with full intention to respect the privacy of his wife and family. Please do not take these words the wrong way. I am also processing…