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“I Couldn’t Save Him… But He Saved Me”
Some patients come and go. Some leave behind memories, some gratitude, and some… leave behind a piece of your soul that never really comes back. I remember the first time I saw Haris. He was ten years old, with a big smile on his face and a spark in his eyes that didn’t match the fragile body he was trapped in. His parents had brought him to the hospital after a long struggle. He had been misdiagnosed several times before we discovered the truth — a rare autoimmune condition that was silently destroying his body from the inside. His immune system, which should’ve protected him, had turned against him, attacking his joints, muscles, even his organs. But you wouldn’t have known that from the way he greeted everyone. He was the kind of child who would wave at nurses, thank the janitor, and crack jokes with the pharmacy staff. It was almost like he didn’t want anyone to feel sorry for him. And from the first moment I met him, I knew this wouldn’t be a typical case. He looked at me and said, “Are you the doctor who doesn’t give up?” I smiled and said, “Only if you promise not to give up either.” That became our deal. His treatments were intense. Daily injections, long nights in the ICU, unpredictable fevers that left him shaking. Some days he couldn’t even hold a pencil. But he never stopped drawing. He loved sketching airplanes, rockets, and superheroes — things that flew, things that soared, things that didn’t seem bound by the body he was stuck in. I would sometimes sit by his bed during late shifts. He’d ask me questions about medicine, the heart, the brain, and what made people sick. I once asked him if he wanted to become a doctor one day. He shook his head and said, “No. I want to fly.” The disease was relentless. No matter how many steroids we tried, no matter how carefully we monitored his labs, there were always complications. But Haris never complained. His mother told me once that he cried only when he thought no one was watching. One evening, I walked into his room after a tough surgery. I was tired, drained, and questioning everything. He saw my face and said, “You look like you lost a game.” I laughed despite myself. “Maybe I did.” He looked at me seriously and said, “You win just by showing up, doctor. That’s what you told me, remember?” I had said that once, casually, to motivate him. I didn’t realize he had memorized it like a promise. Weeks passed. He had ups and downs, but we had hope. There were days he could sit up, eat properly, even walk a few steps down the hall with help. He once told me he had a dream where he was flying a plane and saw me waving from below. I asked him if I looked proud, and he nodded. “You always do.” But not every story has the ending we wish for. One night, during a thunderstorm, I was called to his room. His oxygen levels were dropping, his blood pressure unstable. We tried everything. The ICU team was at its best — ventilators, emergency drugs, even CPR. I found myself pressing down on his chest, calling his name over and over. But he was slipping away. I remember the silence when the machines stopped. I remember his mother’s cry. I remember standing still, hands trembling, and a pain in my chest I couldn’t explain. We lost him. The boy who wanted to fly… had flown away. I walked out of the room and went straight to my office. I didn’t speak to anyone. I couldn’t. I sat down, took off my coat, and just stared at the wall. My hands, the same hands that had brought life back to so many, had just failed a child who believed in me. The next morning, his mother came to see me. Her eyes were swollen, but she wasn’t angry. She held a folded piece of paper in her hand. “He wrote this a few days ago. Said to give it to you if… if he didn’t make it.” I took the note and read it. It said: “If I don’t make it, tell Dr. Marwan I’ll be flying above him, watching. He was my favorite. Tell him not to be sad. He saved me more than once.” I couldn’t hold back the tears. Not that day. I kept that note in my wallet for years. I still have it. There was a time after Haris passed when I questioned everything. Why I became a doctor. Whether I was strong enough for this path. Whether the pain was worth it. Every time I saw a child in pain, I saw Haris. Every time a mother cried, I remembered that night. But something changed too. I started seeing medicine differently. Not just as science or treatment, but as connection. As commitment. As trust. Haris taught me that sometimes, we heal even when we can’t cure. That showing up matters. That believing in someone can be the most powerful form of medicine. There are patients we save with procedures. Others, we save with presence. He was just a boy. But in many ways, he became my teacher. He reminded me why I chose this life — not for the success stories, but for the stories that shape who we are. I couldn’t save Haris. But he saved me. And every time I walk into a hospital room, every time I look into the eyes of a struggling patient, I remember him. I remember the boy who never gave up on life… or on me. And I promise him, silently, that I will never stop showing up.
By Doctor marwan Dorani about a year ago in History
Quality of Women Pastor Robes for Worship and Beyond
For women in ministry, they are essential symbols of faith, leadership, and service. These robes are worn during various religious ceremonies, such as preaching, baptisms, weddings, and other church services, creating a sense of respect and unity. A well-chosen women pastor robes helps ensure that the pastor can focus on their role without being distracted by their attire.
By Sameera eclergysabout a year ago in History
LIFE WITHOUT FUEL
[Isaac Asimov is a noted scientist and science fiction writer. He has a remarkable gift for being able to explain complex science phenomena in ways that the ordinary person can easily understand. Asimov was recently asked to imagine and describe what would happen to everyday life in 1997 if fuel energy began running out. Asimov explains that "this is a picture of the worst, of waste continuing of oil running out, of nothing in its place, of world population continuing to rise."]
By its_ishfaq_ahmadabout a year ago in History
Pulwama and Balakot
February 14, 2019. On Valentine's Day, one of the worst terrorist attacks in Indian history took place in Pulwama district of Jammu and Kashmir. At least 40 paramilitary personnel were killed in a suicide blast on a CRPF convoy. There was grief, anger and demands for revenge across India. In just twelve days, in the early hours of February 26, the Indian Air Force carried out an airstrike on a so-called "JeM" base in Balakot inside Pakistan. The BJP government, especially Prime Minister Narendra Modi, claimed: "This revenge is India's new bravery."
By Abdul Barikabout a year ago in History
The Beautiful Land of Elowen
Long ago, nestled between two glistening seas and surrounded by violet-crowned mountains, there lay a land so breathtakingly beautiful that even the stars above paused in their orbits to gaze down in wonder. This was Elowen—a place where rivers shimmered with the colors of moonlight, trees whispered secrets to the wind, and the air always smelled of wild honeysuckle and rain-kissed earth.
By Haris Khanabout a year ago in History
"Israel in the Quran: The Legacy of the Children of Israel"
The Role of Bani Isra'il in Islamic Scripture and Beliefs Bani Isra'il, or the Children of Israel, hold a significant place in Islamic history and theology. The Quran, the holy book of Islam, references the Children of Israel extensively, presenting their story as an important part of the broader narrative of divine guidance and prophetic missions. From the time of Prophet Musa (Moses) to the eventual emergence of Prophet Isa (Jesus), the Children of Israel are depicted as a community chosen by God, tasked with upholding His commandments and serving as a model for righteousness. The Quranic portrayal of Bani Isra'il emphasizes not only their religious and spiritual journey but also the lessons to be learned from their successes and failures. The Quranic Depiction of Bani Isra'il In Islamic belief, Bani Isra'il refers to the descendants of Prophet Ya'qub (Jacob), who was the grandson of Ibrahim (Abraham). Ya'qub’s twelve sons, the forefathers of the twelve tribes of Israel, are central figures in Islamic tradition. The Quran recounts various aspects of their lives, beginning with the trials and blessings that befell Prophet Musa, a member of Bani Isra'il. The Children of Israel are portrayed as recipients of divine favor and guidance, but their story is also marked by periods of rebellion, ingratitude, and failure to follow God’s commandments. One of the most significant themes in the Quran’s account of Bani Isra'il is their liberation from the tyranny of Pharaoh. According to the Quran, God sent Prophet Musa to free the Israelites from Egyptian bondage. The Quran highlights the miraculous events surrounding the liberation, including the parting of the Red Sea, which allowed the Israelites to escape, and the destruction of Pharaoh and his army. This event symbolizes God’s deliverance of the oppressed and the triumph of divine justice over tyranny. In Surah Al-Baqarah, the second chapter of the Quran, Bani Isra'il are mentioned repeatedly, emphasizing their role in the divine plan. The Quran recounts their history in a way that underscores the lessons to be learned from their experiences, both positive and negative. The Israelites were favored by God with prophets, miracles, and a clear code of law, yet they often strayed from the path of righteousness. Their story serves as a reminder of the consequences of turning away from divine guidance. The Lessons of Disobedience and Repentance The Quran does not merely recount the successes of Bani Isra'il; it also emphasizes their failures and the consequences of disobedience. One of the most prominent examples is their repeated rejection of the messengers sent to them. After being saved from Pharaoh, the Children of Israel were guided by Prophet Musa, who received the Torah, the divine law. However, despite these blessings, many among Bani Isra'il disobeyed the commandments of God. A significant example of this disobedience is the episode of the golden calf, which is mentioned in Surah Al-A'raf. After Musa had gone to Mount Sinai to receive divine commandments, some of the Israelites fashioned a golden calf and began worshipping it. This act of idolatry angered God, and the disobedient ones were punished. The Quran underscores that such acts of disobedience led to hardship and divine wrath. However, the story of Bani Isra'il is not one of complete despair. Throughout the Quran, God calls on the Children of Israel to repent and return to righteousness. In Surah Al-Baqarah, God reminds them of the numerous blessings they have received and urges them to adhere to His guidance. The Quran portrays repentance as a key theme in the relationship between God and His people. Even when the Children of Israel faltered, the possibility of redemption through sincere repentance was always available. The Prophets and Their Role Bani Isra'il were recipients of many of the great prophets mentioned in the Quran. From the time of Prophet Musa, the Children of Israel were continually guided by prophets who taught them the commandments of God and urged them to follow the straight path. The Quran recounts the stories of Prophets like Dawud (David), Sulayman (Solomon), and Isa (Jesus), who are also from Bani Isra'il. These prophets not only provided spiritual guidance but also served as leaders, warriors, and teachers of divine wisdom. Prophet Isa (Jesus) is particularly significant in Islamic thought. Although his story is closely associated with Christianity, the Quran presents Isa as a prophet and messenger of God. His role in guiding Bani Isra'il and calling them back to the true worship of God is central to the Quranic narrative. Isa’s teachings emphasized monotheism and righteousness, but his message was often met with opposition. The Quran presents his crucifixion in a different light from Christian tradition, suggesting that he was not crucified but rather raised up by God. In the Islamic view, the prophets sent to Bani Isra'il were all part of a long line of messengers, culminating in the final prophet, Muhammad. Muhammad, although not from the lineage of Bani Isra'il, was seen as the last messenger to humanity, bringing the final revelation, the Quran, which affirmed the messages of the previous prophets, including those sent to the Children of Israel. The Legacy of Bani Isra'il in Islamic Beliefs The legacy of Bani Isra'il in Islam is multifaceted. On the one hand, they represent a community that received divine favor, guidance, and revelation. They were given the Torah, sent numerous prophets, and witnessed miracles that testified to the power and mercy of God. On the other hand, their story serves as a warning to future generations about the dangers of pride, ingratitude, and disobedience. For Muslims, the story of Bani Isra'il is a reminder of the importance of following the guidance of God’s messengers, maintaining humility, and adhering to the commandments in the face of trials and temptations. The Quran emphasizes that all the prophets, including those sent to Bani Isra'il, preached the same core message: the worship of the One true God and the importance of righteous deeds. In conclusion, Bani Isra'il’s role in Islamic scripture is one that offers both lessons and inspiration. Their narrative in the Quran serves as a profound reminder of divine justice, mercy, and the potential for redemption through repentance. Their legacy continues to shape Islamic thought and teachings, influencing the way Muslims understand their relationship with God and the importance of upholding His commandments.
By World politics about a year ago in History
Kashmir: War of two states
Kashmir: The War of Two States, the Poverty of a Nation Kashmir. When you hear the word, snow-capped mountains, blue rivers, and flower-filled valleys come to mind. But behind this natural beauty lies the sigh of a nation, a bloody chapter in history, and a battlefield of pride for two states. For India and Pakistan, Kashmir is a symbol of national pride. But those who have repeatedly been deprived in the game of these two states are the Kashmiris—the original inhabitants of this valley, whose very existence is questionable.
By Abdul Barikabout a year ago in History
