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True heroism is to love life after seeing it clearly

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By JOKERPublished 2 years ago 6 min read
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I thought I was used to porn, even though I was only 21, but after watching the whole movie, IT still struck me -- awesome.

At the age of 21, LET me talk about it from a few angles.

First, the boy's perspective.

In order to prove that he grew up, got a car to join a "mature" boy's collective, is also here met Marlena. He can't wait to meet his desire to grow up, so he stole his father's trousers into his own model, in the barber shop asked why can't sit over there, was the barber shop merciless head - still wearing shorts of the devil. Finally, in the barbershop, it is natural to sit in the adult's seat, which is the first sign of growing up. Later because of the memory of Marlena, especially, when Marlena to protect herself to become a German officer's girl, so stimulated, was said to be possessed by the devil. Dad made it clear that he needed sex. (I'm almost f * * king 21, I know it, me too. But because no one talks about it in life, I thought it was just me. Chinese tradition seems to have a serious disease. In ancient times, 21 children ran all over the ground, but now 21 children can still mother single. There's nothing wrong with the father. Let's go. Take the baby. It's really the best solution the average person can think of. Common sorrow, common solution.

Beyond the line of growing up, the more core is the line with Marlena. From the beginning to join the "mature" boys collective, first saw Marlena, then went to peep Marlena, began to have the imagination of Marlena. Stole Marlena's underclothes, got caught by my father, got caught by the family, got locked up and released. True tm on a little boy growing up story complete version. Who hasn't had sexual fantasies about their aunt or sister next door as a kid? Are the beginning of the uncomprehending dream. Some people are more daring, steal some lingerie, and the less daring just watch. The fantasy is the same with the protagonist, the little boy. You reach out to her and tell her that you will protect her. But the reality of their own can only look at, will be parents mistakenly think that he is abnormal. (This part is aimed at the sexual enlightenment of Male children in China)

This is marlena's point of view.

Marlena was exceptionally good-looking, but actually, not that good-looking anymore. I think what she has is courage, the courage to pursue beauty, the courage to dress herself well. At the same time, because of this courage, she is not afraid of being isolated, not afraid of being attacked by gossip. But blind to the latter's courage, she has not yet understood the meaning of maintaining good relationships. She is just being herself and has not yet understood that there are things to compromise.

In the plot, her husband went to war at the beginning, and the music she listened to at home could clearly represent her loyalty. But because of her pride, countless rumors came to her. She became what people gossiped about because other women were jealous of her. I salute all the women who dared to dress up during the Cultural Revolution. Your courage is worth a lifetime of learning. Then, as a result of the scandal, the dentist, the army officer, she began to be tried by the law, and the lawyer helped her solve the problem. She also agreed to marry a lawyer because of her husband's death and the lawyer's pressure. However, the lawyer was a mother's treasure, and his mother strongly objected to it for the sake of his father's reputation. Then, she can't buy food, she's not accepted, and in the end, she can only accept sex money. Damn it, it's not her fault. It's the world. With the ups and downs of the war, Marlena in order to protect herself, attached to the German officers, also became a prostitute, after the defeat of nature was spurned. But, at that moment, it is more because of the woman's jealousy that she is not tried for any just reason. She ended up on a train to Mosina. (Redona threw the song disc into the sea, representing the complete end of this love, also represents the failure of loyalty. In this case, one's loyalty was destroyed by people in a small town. After the war, her husband came back. He's not really dead, just missing an arm, and he comes back to find Marlena, but no one in town will tell him -- because of the jealousy of the women themselves, the lust of the men themselves. Eventually, Redona tells him where Marlena is, and her husband goes on a quest to find her. The story ends with him finding marlena and returning to town. This time, because marlena had a man, people in the town also no longer produce gossip, in the form of greeting good morning, accepted Marlena. At this time, Marlena also put down their pride, willing to go into the town. (Not sure if Marlena was proud before, but judging by the gossip that kept attacking her attitude of never caring, she should have been. Who didn't have pride when they were young?)

In fact, the boy's perspective is my perspective, and I'm afraid I can't give a very accurate description of what kind of person the boy is. So, let's start with my perspective.

The movie reminds me so much of my childhood lust for my upstairs sister, lust for CF characters, lust for sex. The beginning of the time is not sensible, with a bow, from the bottom to see the teacher's skirt. No one teaches these hooligans right or wrong, and no feedback from teachers when they are aware of it. It seems that's how the sex of America's youth began, with some bad classmate. Then came fetishism, sexual incontinence. (I found the attitude towards sex in young boys. It is an indispensable part of life, but it requires more self-control. Only by self-control can you get what you really want. Because the part that lasts is more valuable, much better than pure venting. The enduring part is doing the right thing, changing reality, and being able to protect it.

It also reminds me of CNN. Sister C's circle of friends is always full of advanced sense, and there are a lot of gossip about her. However, as I have been dedicated to pilgrimage since childhood, I have always been dismissive of gossip. So I don't know what to do with that world. This is also when BORROWING books I do not know what to say good situation. Now it seems that the fact is that her appearance level is very high, ability or strong, I so strong self-esteem, in front of her will feel inferior, because I will feel unworthy of her. Because the self-esteem is very strong, so the conversation with the girl must have a very strong sense of value to leisurely, I can not bear to say that I can not compare with anyone. But the facts speak for themselves.) Others feel unworthy often use gossip to attack, wood show in the forest, the wind will destroy it. The others are bound to isolate you. But I'm not going to do that. I'm going to force myself to be so strong that my sense of worth is stronger than hers. But the real change is never as simple as I imagined, so I keep grinding myself, firmly believe that I am a piece of jade, can be carved out.

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JOKER

I thought my life was a tragedy. But now I realize it was a comedy

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