Nofap & The Iron balls

After hearing how wonderful it was not to masturbate for 30 days, I decided to take this challenge.

I was kind of tired of doing it and had my doubts about the whole process, am I able to do this and furthermore how can this change my life, is it going to impact me in a positive, or negative way?

A lot of questions that could only be answered by experiencing this challenge because there is a difference between hearing or reading about someone else’s experience.

Now let’s talk about my first week without porn.

This first seven days felt like hell, let me paint this week’s picture for you so, you get an idea.

I want you to imagine being a bear and the Internet being your salmon dressed in honey, the temptation of not doing something that you can is not pleasant.

I felt like a crack-head addicted going in withdraw, I wanted sex so bad and the fact that I promised myself to avoid temptations triggered my lust triggered my lust even more consider this scenario, telling a kid not to eat more candy after he said he doesn’t want anymore, this will only make the kid strive for more candy.

Anyways my mornings and nights were hard literally hard pun intended, I would be hard for four to five hours straight until I was doing something else that required me to use my brain to think and focus on any other activity.

The night comes and you already know how that goes hard extremely hard, I kid you not for 7 days straight I had the most vivid dreams ever.

I’ve had so much sex in my dreams that at this point I could become a dream porn star and I should clarify this I’m not the type of person that dreams a lot now imagine dreaming about sex for a week.

You are not able to touch yourself I will sum this up for you in two words. HELL NAH!

After week one I kind of forgot about sex for the first time.

I was reaping the benefits that everyone else seems to get in this “wonderful” experience of not masturbating.

I was focused on my goals and I my work was flowing better than a symphony created by Beethoven. I was more motivated than ever felt better about working out too and the best thing out of this was not boners nor was I thinking about sex at all but I felt like I conquered in second week.

Now you’re probably thinking, “oh this is great in two weeks you achieve what most people achieve in four, I may do this myself ”. Hold on, hold on because where there are highs, there are lows and you guessed this experience about to do a U-turn.

Week number three, oh my how should I describe it. If week one was hell, my third week would be you and Satan in the same room locked, nowhere to run, yeah you get the idea now?

This week was a repetition of week one with hard mornings and harder nights, I had to stop using boxers because it felt too tight to the point I was and in pain.

In this week, I didn’t have wet dreams instead I had sex flashbacks from previous relationships. I couldn’t focus that much since I was dealing with physical and mental pain.

The pain in my testicles was just building up as time passed. I was only able to relieve myself after going out and working out or doing any other activity that require me to be focused. such working on my business ideas, but that was short-lived because after a while, “here we go again” my boner is back.

Alright we are finally here the final week, week four which I called the iron balls week.

In this week, you kind of used to the pain thus it does not affect you as much and in case you have experienced this, I feel like you ascend to a different breed at this point “you’re a man in a mission”. You have conquered the pain and discomfort of being hard all day long, now you can manage your hard time much better and your work starts to flow like that Beethoven flow.

Therefore, putting in some quality work out there from working on yourself to bring more value to your life.

You’re a true champion not everyone would go for this extent, but you did need to appreciate yourself for that.

Thoughts about NoFap

My conclusions from this experience of not masturbating for a month was that, you should know that you’ll face a lot of pain both mentally and physically. The reason for this is you are tempted by everything that makes you think about woman or man if you swing that way and the sexual urges will be throughout the roof.

The moment you bypass those urges life and time will hit you with a curve ball directed to your testicles.

This pain is the kind of pain that would make many men give up on their genitals, I’m a firm believer no man should go through this kind of pain or even inflict this on themselves.

Yes, I know that sounds rich coming from the guy that did this but listen I gave myself this task I’m going to see it through regardless of the outcome, as I am a man on a mission.

However, this experience also had very good outcomes such as after suffering I was able to get more work done. This is because you end up having more time out of your day since you are not wasting minutes or hours masturbating. Women feel more of masculinity, something I could experience since I did go for a few dates and it escalated much more than previous dates. I assumed that it was because I was very horny and wasn’t thinking too much about what I said and how I said it. I suppose females associated this to confidence, oh and clarifying we only kissed.

Now I understand how these observations may not apply to everyone else that did this, since I might just be bias most of those thirty days I was quarantined. With that been said, I had a lot of free time and fewer activities to do throughout the day which turned this experience ten times harder. Also, I should clarify that this challenge was done under quarantine circumstances so I should give this a go again to see if anything changes. For those that are thinking about going into this journey I can only wish you good luck!