Awkward First Romance

Chapter 8: Jack

I can’t believe I snapped my hand from Alex when he went for it. I am such an asshole! How can I say I love him and then act like a moron when he wants to show me affection? I am just stupid. He seems to be ok with my explanation though. He also got me a big white tiger stuffed animal! I love white tigers! They are gorgeous creatures. Alex really wants to swim after the zoo back at his house. Well I guess our house now. It’s so weird to say.

He’s inviting Kyle and Landon which I guess is fine. I hate jocks. Alex is the only exception. Still I will admit Kyle is absolutely gorgeous, he looks like that dude who plays Hardin in After. If only he had the accent to go with the looks. Not that anyone can compete with how I think Alex looks. He holds my heart. The drive back to his house is more or less boring because Alex called his friends and they talked the entire drive back. It was fine I was posting pictures to Facebook, instagram and snapchat anyway.

However after I was done and he was still talking I decided to be a little mean. I reached over to Alex’s pants and undid them. He looked at me and stuttered on the phone with his friend. He looked at me with question. I reached into his boxers and pulled his cock out. Alex’s eyes bulge and I lean over and take his soft length in my mouth. It doesn’t stay soft much longer. “Holy fuck!” Alex suddenly says.

“What’s up dude?” I hear Kyle’s voice say through the car speakers. I grab the base of his cock and stroke while I suck. “It’s nothing! I-I just saw a hooker walking around topless is all.” Alex lies. I keep working on him and Alex puts a hand on my head while he swerves the car before he corrects it. “Fuck keep going!” He yellingly whispers. I pick up my pace with the stroking and I massage him with my tongue and suck.

“Dude are you good?” Kyle says. “I’m great! I got to go, see you two soon!” Alex asks. Kyle says yea and Alex hangs up. “Fuck I’m cumming!” Alex shouts as I feel hot liquid shoot into my mouth. I have to admit I love how he tastes. I didn’t think I would. I swallow it all and pull off.

“I’m not complaining but why?” Alex asks me. “Well I was bored and thought you could use some release.” I say with a wink. This is not behavior I thought I was capable of. I think it’s only because it’s Alex. I am comfortable with him. So much so I want to ask him to take me in the backseat. Though I want our first time in bed. I mean this is a dream come true and I want to take advantage of the gods blessing me.

We stop at a stoplight and Alex fixes his shorts. He smiles at me and leans over for a kiss. Our lips meet for a chaste touch before the light turns green and we’re taking off again. I spot Kyle and Landon as we pull up. They are sitting in the car and facing each other. They really do nothing to fight the gay rumors. I’m glad they are confident in themselves and their friendship.

Alex parks the car and we get out. I leave the tiger in the car because I don’t want them to ask about how I got it. Luckily Alex didn’t seem to notice or care as he unlocked his door for them to go in. I follow right behind them inside and before I can even lock the door, Kyle and Landon are stripped down to their swimming trunks and heading to the pool out back.

I run upstairs so I can get into swimming trunks. Alex follows up behind me. We strip down in front of each other and get into our trunks. Before we head down we kiss for a few minutes and he bites me on the neck. God I love it so much when he bites me on the neck. I am so tempted to ask him to stay here for a few minutes but he is already out the door. I sigh and chase after him.

I follow down after Alex and we go outside. He jumps into the pool and I go in with a little more elegance. Alex is already over at the other end with his friends as I swim over. God I’m swimming with three incredibly hot guys. They are goofing around while I relax in the cool water. Alex has always been that way and I love him for it. He is so playful and I hope it never goes away.

I swim a few laps and listen to them all talk. I do feel left out but it's whatever. Alex loves them and that is all that matters. They all keep looking at me and I am wondering what they are up to. I swim closer to them and wade in the water. Alex gives me a mischievous smile.

Kyle and Landon duck under the water and disappear. I am taken by surprise when they both pop out of the water on either side of me and grab my arms. They hold me still. Alex swims over to us and wraps his legs around me. He is getting so close to me. Is he going to kiss me in front of his friends? Is this a joke? Alex kisses me and the two friends pull us under water. Alex holds my head with his hands as he devours my mouth. What is going on? Kyle and Landon let me go and I push off of Alex and go back up to the surface. The two friends are staring at me with grins.

I’m ready to flip out until Alex comes up from under the water behind me and wraps his arms around me. I feel his breath against my ear. “Don’t worry, beautiful.” Alex whispers. I am feeling a bunch of anxiety in me and not sure how to react. “Seriously Jack, me and Landon are boyfriends. Sorry for the joke but we want you to know we are here for you.” Kyle says. I feel my heart relax. While I dislike what just happened I feel better.

“That explains a few things and the rumors around school. I guess it will be cool to have gay friends that I have nothing but our sexuality in common.” I say bluntly. Landon chuckles. “Yea, we aren’t great at hiding our sexuality but we’re not ashamed and now if anyone asks we are open about it.” He says. Lucky for them, I don’t want to be open until college. I don’t think I can handle that right now.

“I’m sorry for the surprise kiss, I just want you to know we are supported and we won’t have to go through this alone.” Alex says. I smile at him. “I appreciate that.” I say. The rest of the evening we all hang out in the pool and eventually go inside to watch movies. Turns out me and Landon actually do have stuff in common. He is a huge fan of Star Wars and goes to the annual lightsaber dueling competition. He actually entered this year the same as me. I’ve been wanting to win this for years but the mysterious fighter called Darth Tempus always wins. He’ll only unmask himself if he is beaten.

Landon joined the football team because his dad wanted him to. He doesn’t really care too much about the game but he wanted his dad to be happy. He stayed on the team because of Kyle and honestly that is so adorable. They had become fast friends and were flirting for a year. I’m glad they found each other. They are so cute together.

I’m actually happy about this. It’s been great to get to know them better. It will be nice to have gay friends who know what I’m going through. Alex seems to have this serene confidence in his new identity. We totally need to discuss what we are doing as far as being public. I am nervous about that and Alex seems to think it will be ok. Sanctum might be accepting but we still live in a conservative state and I really don’t want to be gay bashed.

I go to take a shower while Alex shows Landon and Kyle out. He ends up joining me in the shower which is surprising but welcomed. He kisses me tenderly all over as the water falls around us. I know this is it. I want him now. This is the right time. “Alex.” I say as he bites my neck. “I want us to have our first time.” I whisper. Alex pauses on my neck and pulls away. “Are you sure?” He asks. I smile and turn the water off. We hop out of the shower do a quick rub down with the towel and go to the bedroom.

I push him on the bed and climb on top of him. I lean down and kiss him passionately. We kiss for a few minutes and he rolls me over and pins me to the bed and attacks my neck. I gasp with each nip and kiss. Alex starts kissing a trail down my chest and all the way down to my groin. He takes my very hard length in his mouth. I love the warmth of his mouth around me.

While he is sucking on me he points to the nightstand. I think he wants the lube. I reach over while he is working me over and go into the drawer for the slick lube. I hand him the bottle and he opens it while still sucking on me. I am in pure ecstasy. He coats his fingers in lube and he slides a finger in me. A moan escapes my lips at the unexpected touch. Alex keep up the sucking and continues to add fingers until there are three inside me. He thrusts his fingers in and out and I am dying from the stimulation.

Alex pulls off of me and takes his fingers out. He crawls towards the head of the bed and kisses me. He straddles my chest and lays his cock at my mouth. I take it in my mouth without a second thought. Alex leans forward against the wall as I suck him. He moans with each suck and stroke with my hand. After a few moments he stops me and asks if I’m ready. I take a shallow breath and nod.

I watch as Alex crawls down. He gives me a chaste kiss on the lips and goes to my thighs. He stands there on his knees and lifts my legs up onto his shoulders. He takes the lube and lathers his long thick length. I can tell he is nervous. He positions himself at my entrance and slowly pushes himself in. OH MY GOD IT HURTS! I know my face betrays my pain. Alex stops and asks me if I’m ok. I bite my lip. “Yes, keep going. It will get better.” I say with disbelief. How should I know if it gets better? Porn never shows pain!

Alex moves in me slowly and with each inch I am hurting more and more. He grabs my cock and strokes it slowly while he continues to insert himself. It is helping a lot actually. I am feeling better. Alex keeps going until I feel his balls slap me. “Are you ok? Can I keep going?” He asks. I feel tears in my eyes. Partially because of the pain but mostly because of how attentive he is. I smile and nod.

Alex slowly pulls out almost all of the way and thrusts back in. With each thrust he picks up his pace and stokes me. Alex is lost in the passion and stops stroking me. He slides my legs off of his shoulders and leans down while thrusting even faster. Every thrust makes me scream or moan in pleasure. I wrap my legs around Alex and stoke myself while he kisses me on the lips. I wrap my left arm around him and with my right hand I stroke myself. I can feel myself getting close. He is hitting me in the right spot!

Alex quickens his pace, I think he is close too. Our tongues fight for dominance as we make love. It’s everything I hoped it would be. It feels a million times better than I dreamed. I can’t hold in the passion any longer and release my load all over me and Alex. He keeps thrusting in me and pulls away from kissing. “God Jack, I’m going to cum! Can I?” He asks. He wants to cum in me! God I have wanted this for so long! I pull him back down and kiss him. He takes that as my permission and in a moments I feel his hot liquid shooting in me. He keep thrusting for a little bit before slowing down and pulling out. He lays next to me and pulls my head to his chest.

“I love you Jack.” He says as he takes deep breaths. I can barely register what he said. I am still in shock and awe of what we just did. I lost my virginity to my best friend! To the guy I’ve been in love with for years! We lay there and occasionally kiss before sleeps consumes us.