Introverted Moments!
Sometimes I do strive for loneliness. Sometimes I hate being me.
Have you ever thought that, when we are alone, lying on the bed, lights are off, charger indicator turning on and off intermittently, a dim light hanging from the ceiling, crickets making noises, deep thinking with tired bodies, night time.
Isn't this a wonderful moment?
Sitting alone and thinking about bad scenarios that may happen but also expecting them not to happen, those mood swings, that confusion of “ how to talk to your crush “, forgetting native language when someone asks a question, those chills after thinking of awkward moments, that fear of crowds.
Aren't these wonderful moments?
Being king in your own imagination, thinking about saving the world, expecting to lift heavy objects, watching a movie but considering yourself in the hero's place, loneliness like an orphan kid, happiness linked with simple objects, that amazement when valued.
Are these wonderful moments?
Disheartened moments, night cry, living without anybody's expectation, having no fear of death, that envious smile of seeing couples, try to be loved, but hated. Reading books, laughing without any reason, low self-esteem regarding appearances, compliments being taken as sarcasm,
Aren't these wonderful moments?
Peace in the rhythm of rain's sound, sitting on the roof in the shelter, looking at the sky, seeking solitude, the scent of rain, that unknown happiness, pounded heart, solace in the beauty of rainbow, that sunshine after rain, and again that unknown happiness
Aren't these wonderful moments?
About the Creator
Muhammad Saad
I don’t know how to enclose 19 chapters of my life into short bio, but I do know that I love to write, and I hope so, you love to read.
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