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For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow is Enuf

"A Journey of Healing, Empowerment, and Finding Inner Strength"

By leon felixPublished about a year ago 3 min read
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For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow is Enuf
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The sun was setting over the city, casting a warm glow over the streets. As she walked, Nia felt a sense of unease settle in the pit of her stomach. It had been a long day at work, and she was tired, but there was something else that was bothering her. Something that she couldn't quite put her finger on.

As she turned onto her street, she noticed a group of women gathered on the corner. They were laughing and joking, their voices rising above the sound of passing cars. Nia didn't recognize any of them, but there was something about their energy that drew her in.

One of the women, a tall, statuesque figure with long, flowing hair, caught her eye. She was dressed in bright, vibrant colors - a rainbow of hues that seemed to radiate from her skin.

"Hey, girl," the woman called out to Nia as she approached. "You look like you could use a little bit of love and light."

Nia felt a smile spread across her face, despite herself. There was something about this woman that was infectious - something that made her feel seen and understood.

The woman introduced herself as Shani, and as they talked, Nia learned that she was part of a group of women who called themselves "For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow is Enuf." They were a support group for women of color who had experienced trauma and pain in their lives - women who were searching for a way to heal and move forward.

As Nia listened to the stories of the other women in the group, she felt a sense of kinship that she had never experienced before. She had always felt alone in her struggles, but now she knew that she was not the only one.

Over the next few weeks, Nia attended the group meetings regularly, soaking up the love and support that the women had to offer. They shared stories of abuse and neglect, of heartbreak and loss, but they also shared stories of hope and resilience. They talked about the importance of self-care and self-love, and Nia began to feel a shift in her own perspective.

One day, after a particularly powerful meeting, Shani pulled Nia aside.

"Girl, I can see that you've got a fire burning inside of you," she said, placing a hand on Nia's shoulder. "You've got so much potential - so much to offer the world. But you're holding yourself back."

Nia felt a lump form in her throat. She had always struggled with confidence and self-doubt, and she knew that Shani was right. She was holding herself back from reaching her full potential.

"You've got to start believing in yourself," Shani continued. "You've got to start taking risks - stepping out of your comfort zone and into the unknown. That's where the magic happens."

Nia felt a sense of fear and excitement wash over her. She knew that Shani was right - she had to start taking risks if she wanted to live the life she had always dreamed of. But the thought of stepping into the unknown was terrifying.

Over the next few weeks, Nia thought about what Shani had said. She began to take small steps outside of her comfort zone - speaking up in meetings, trying new things, and reaching out to old friends she had lost touch with. Each small step gave her a little more confidence, a little more courage.

And then, one day, she did something that surprised even herself. She quit her job - the job that had been sucking the life out of her for years. She didn't have a plan, she didn't know what the future held, but she knew that she couldn't stay where she was any longer.

As she walked out

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