The truth about Life

Did you ever wake up and realize the direction the world is going in at the moment? If you did, well congratulations you know how use your brain. But, if you don't then you obviously got an education for nothing. If you even have an education.

Currently, one word can be used to describe the current condition of the world "Hell" without even an apology. Because prices for gas, food, and electricity have been outrageous. But, to top it all off some of us still work their butt's off to even get their minimun wages. And, that is not even enough to pay off the basic neccesaties for their families.

I have been trying to even find a job that actually can be enough for me to handle without getting overwhelmed by the amount of work. As someone that is autistic even doing one thing can be a lot to handle. Because I need to work as hard to make sure I even reach some success, so I am not considered a failure. I always have to double check everything is correct, but I struggle to figure out even where to even start on a simple damn task.

But, I do not even bother people with my problems because I learned a long time ago this world was never going to understand me. Especially how to even support an adult like me that tries to even get money by wasting time doing surveys 24/7. And, then get rejected by those surveys because I do not even meet the requirements to take them. Or, that I keep applying for job after job just to get denied because I do not have the right skills. This is an endless cycle of work just to work.

While I have to admit there are some people that are lucky to even get a job that helps them get the money they deserved. Which is part of having special priviledges that makes life easy for them. But, even I do not have some of those priviledges. I am not the richest person in the world. Even my family is not the richest in the world, and I do not like asking them for money.

I am trying to learn how to independent but guess what being independent sometimes requires a lot of sacrifices. You have to learn that no matter how many friends and family you have in the world, you are alone. Because we each have our own problems that just drain our energy from even trying to deal with them.

Honestly, I only shared this because I am tired of getting my hopes for anything good to happen to me. But, no matter what I still keep on going until I get to where I want to be in life. So, I am taking every opportunity as hope for a better future for myself. Even if things do not work out in the end. I can already imagine this little rant of an essay will not even be the story of the day.

So, I hope all of you are awake because this whole world is in big trouble. And, if you learned a thing from this is do not actually be stupid and pretend everything is happy go lucky. Use your brain to figure out that we are all going to suffer in what my mother terms "Going back to The Dark Ages" and that was already bad the first time. Good luck and enjoy being in hell.