Well it's day six of recovering from surgery and I am as bored as a fucking doorknob, Yesterday my friend came and visited and filled me in with all of the drama that's been going on in our friend group, which was entertaining for the time she was here and then back to watching telly..
On the business front it feels like Covid has come back and is doing the rounds again.. The whole town is quite and once again we all feel screwed. We all said 2022 was going to be the year since the last two years were fucked (good things did happen though) but here we are again almost half way through the year and I feel like we are at a standstill... lets hope for everyone that things start looking up from here.
I'm not good at writing and I know that but this passes my time and lets me vent about my life without anyone judging me or knowing who I am.. You See I have had a very interesting life growing up as I am sure a lot of you readers have as well. Growing up my mum was a drug addict, we were very poor and never fit in with any of the other kids around, although My brother and I never had trouble getting friends we just stood out like a demented fly on the wall. Thankfully I met my friends at a very young age as their Families were the same and we are still as close as the day we all said we were bffs (apart from the fact that my two best friends don't get along). I will flick back in time then and again in my blogs to let you know bits and pieces about my life but not all at once, but what I can say is that My Mum is 5 years clean and is doing better than ever and is the best mum you could ever wish for, so miracles do happen.
Have any of you ever moved to a new town and just struggled to settle and enjoy it? meet like minded people? find a hobby? I just feel like every girl in this town is so Bitchy, either too young, too slutty, or just plain bloody boring.. I noooo that it is probably just me missing my friends but being the new girl in a small town is so hard. I have met people every now and then and you invite them into your home for a bbq but once they get drunk.. Your like hmmm maybe your not so nice.. Although I did meet a very nice Women the other day which I am looking forward to having coffee with but any advice from you lovely ladies out there in a similar situation would be greatly appreciated.
Sorry today just sounds like a huge venting blog!! I've had to much time sitting here to think. I am still waiting for my results to come back from the hospital for the bits they took out but lets hope no news is good news..
My Husband is almost home again and I am hoping that he will take me out for a drink before he goes off and has his boy time with his friends, Yay lucky me I get a drunk snoring husband tonight.. Is there anything that anyone wants me to answer? about fertility? friends? family? anything at all fire some questions at me
Until next time xxx
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If I don't write anything right now, I'll be doing myself a disservice because I have so many things swirling in my brain. I do not understand how more people aren't like me but, then again, that's what everyone would say, and you know what I would say to that? "Shut up, you have no idea what you’re talking about". Certain people naturally know more than others. Some people can naturally perform better than others, and some people have a tendency to live better lives than others." For example, right now I have three companies that I actively run. There is a fourth, but I don’t actively run it right now. I am always looking for people who want to collaborate with me and not for me but to be honest I can't find either and no I am not complaining about the workforce. I am complaining about the lack of desire in people and the responses I am getting on a daily basis. At some point I have to think everyone I know is either closing their eyes on purpose or is plain stupid. Do you see the world that we are living in today? If you do, then you must realize you can make money in so many ways it's almost ridiculous to be broke. In that same thought I can say it should be so easy to get rich, but it's the exact opposite! Everyone is still as poor as can be and the rich keep getting richer and richer every year. It makes me sick that out of the three companies I operate only one is specifically designed to help people eliminate debt, multiply the money they make currently and provide an outstanding retirement after its all said and done. Only one, but would you guess which one I gain the most capital from? The one where its complete consumerism. They buy said product, I send it out or they purchase a specific time slot, and we go perform during that specific time slot. It's crazy!
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