It all started with that one woman

Eve... So majestic and feminine! Mother of everything. The dragon with the biggest power on the earth, who chose sin over good, curse over blessing. She denied God for Devil, and accepted death refusing to live forever. Still we aren't mad at her are we. Many about her as the very first and strongest woman on earth. I think we can all agree, that every person living in this world knows her name and character. Inspite of what she did we don't talk about her as a mean and selfish woman, but as the ancestor of Holy Mary. Without her Jesus wouldn't have had the chance to be born and save us. Eve was important part of God's plan. She was the beginning of the plan itself.

I was wondering, why do we have so many prayers for saints, but not a single one to the woman, we can thank so much. Probably because she broke the rules God set.

So I'm here to thank if no one did yet to you, Eve that I was born and live in this beautiful world. Sometimes I get mad or just simply curious, like you did long time ago. I'm a sinner, but I wish I had your strength to face God and tell him "Yes, I'm sorry, I messed up again, please forgive me". I'm not that brave you see? I don't even know if you you suffer in hell or dance happily in heaven. I don't care. I just want to let you know something: it's not your fault. You couldn't help the whole situation, the evil hiding in the serpent's body was shifty, and you were innocent. There wasn't anyone who could warn you.

I just want you to know that I'm proud of you, and what you did. I'm not able to understand that fear, you must've experienced, when you stood in front of the most powerful Lord.

I'm thankful to you for being here. I am really. I'm thankful for existing. For learning and experiencing. I'm grateful for feeling. For being happy and sad. Sometimes I'm dissapointed and I curse, but after a few minutes I regret because I remember, that I'm healthy, I have a family, a home, friends. I have no reason to feel low. Yet I do. I'm not satisfied with myself. Oh Eve, our Lord gave us everything. What are we to judge and look down on others? What am I to be sad about my life, when others when others would kill to be in my position and would give anything to get the bare minimum I have...

I admire you, because you were the one, who firstly defined feminine. You were the first woman. You had all of our good and bad proberties. You were weak and strong in the same time. Tell me, how did you do it? I want to learn from you. I want to learn how to be a real woman, how to handle things right as a woman. It sounds easy doesn't it. I thought the same. And then life happened and I got hurt. I cried... a lot...I felt miserable... But things didn't changed because I cried. They changed because I got up and changed them myself. And I learned it from you... You could've cried and ended your life after you lost paradise. Yet you didn't. I'm amazed by your infinite patience. I'm still learning, how to be patient. It's hard, but I think I'm slowly improving.

Eve... What a gorgeous woman hiding behind a beautiful name.

Eve... It means "to live" and "mother of life".

Eve..., mother of life... please give me strength in the rest of my life!