*Author’s Note*
The grammatical errors in this piece of writing are intentional, it reflects the speed at which thoughts whip through my mind especially when my thyroid levels are too high and I’m in a state of being hyperthyroid. It flows better if read out loud.
- Imaan
[Part 1] MY PASSION OF A FASHION
I don’t know where to begin
but the hardest part is to start
I often don’t let these types of words
pass the portcullis of my heart
Sometimes they’ll slip and slither
Through the moat
they find a way
Fragments of my fortress
sunbathe in the light of day
You see the loves of my life
are here etched across the page
A hypnotic hennatattoo of terms
swirlingtwirlingSultry on the stage
My passion of a fashion
the glittering gold behind closed vault
Is that I sip and savour language
I write & rhyme to a fault
I’ve always wondered where it came from
this compulsion to compose
Racked my mind for the answer
found truth painting-her-nails upon my nose
If my mind wanders out of line
it stumbles into a writhing
chaotic
mess
So yes the rhymes are a nervous tick
but a crutch creative none the less
In that chaos
the order are out of dates
where usually order is my game
The things I think I thought I think
change like the flicker of a flame
So now poetry of pattern
forms the structure of my soul
And if I lost it I would lose it
Vagabond upon the road
Sometimes the connections are short & sweet
others last forever long
And now you’ve got me going
jammed the needle on this
song-song-song-song-song
I’ve never really had the strength
to share the madmadness of my mind
with more than just mymymy few people
who’s hearts I know I know are kind
But Today I’m feeling brave
Hell Today I’m feeling bold
So herenow before feeling flitsflits far away
I’ll jump before my feet get cold
Let me give you just a taste
(just a taste of what you’d touch)
And if your tongue licks your lips
you’ll know you like a littlelotstoomuch
Maybe I’ll let you lingerlonger
Stay awhile skinny dip
Maybe I’ll find for you an in
Regular return membership
The tale I’m about to tell
iss a secret of survival
This tale it tells how several selves
avoid CPR revival
So shuck your shades slip off shoes
No secrets on this side of the line
You’ve passed the point of no return
Mind your manners
...in My Mind
[Part 2] A TASTE OF WHAT YOU’D TOUCH
Now This start makes sense
With introductions we’ll begin
With the pillars of my peace
the cardinalkey characters within
There are nine in total
yet they are one and all the same
But I like to think of them as separate
it helps my selves keep sense inside my brain
There’s a darkness in my heart
She growls a grin as She claims space
Such a starkness of one part
sometimes She seems so out of place
She is bold unabashed
She is lazy laissez faire
She is brutalbeauty strip-it honest
She is coldtruthcunning laying bare
Now if she opened up one eye
& stared slyly out of bed
She’d be blinded by-peacepatience goodness
glowing softly straight ahead
That other She - She is a sister
not sistertwin but sisterclone
She is other - opposites attract
Another slice of one entire whole
She is slowsultry soft and sure
She is glimmeringgraceful gratitude
She is generous light and -oh-so-gentle
the calm contrast to our every other mood
Now if She turned to Her one o’clock
Smiling kindly - seeing Red
Face to face with another sisterclone sistermirror
dressed in scarlet toe to head
This She is angerpassion powerpride
She lounges lavishly through strife
She is ride or die for hers & hers alone
If yours then she’s yoursonly - yours for life
Now when Red rotates on an angle
she puts in her line of sight
a softer tint of her saturation
pretty Pink princess of twinkling light
This She is glittering era Gatsby
Haute Couture - Chanel Fall ’84
She is rosy innocence, doe-eyed dreamy
if you’re-a-bird-I’m-a-bird romance galore
She blows a kiss across the circle
A kiss caught quickly with finesse
Athleticactive actionOrange
never miss a shot - protects the net
She is tomboy in her trainers
Princess Diana power walk
A hyperactive energizer bunny
she’ll try every sport as fast as she speed talks
She’ll be bouncing on her toes
and bump into our next She
But Yellow is so mellow
She won’t mind won’t get angry
She is dirt under painted nails
She is sunshine incarnate
The joy in small miracles
swimming naked in and out of fate
She’s a smile that lasts a mile
She’s a barefoot summer in a song
She’s a creek meandering through snow-peaked mountains
She’s twirling flowercrowned hair growndowntoherhips long
Her eyes gleam as she giggles
shared secrets holding hands
On her right keptclose alwaystogether
Green is almost as obsessed with the land
You see if Black and White are opposite
Green Yellow vibes are similarsame
they have of course their differences
to be fair it’s more than just their names
Green wears glasses
large oldgold - her signaturekey look
Curls cropped close simplestraightforward
nose forever in a book
She is numbers, names, nouns
She is logic, reason, places, things
She has a hunger for more wonders
than libraries could ever hold within
Green pauses perusal for a second
pushes slipping glasses up
Eyes wide with suddenshy awareness
Blue watches through tearyeyed hiccups
Ah Blue - Blue is a Mood
In truth She’s all the moods at once
She will brood Oh She will brood
and break down at least three times a month
She is feelingfeelingFeelings
She is sensory overload
She is empathyoverwhelming
Built strong to walk an emotionally-charged road
Few of the others can handle
the highs and lows of Blue
To her left is her main and most often
Her forever voulez-vouz
The most precious left for last
We guard Her like She's made of gold
She’s the artiste behind closed curtains
the Purple powerhouse behind the prose
She is tangentialthinking flightofideas
loose associations racing thoughts
She is chaos corporeal
creating beauty where there was not
With these seven other selves
We form a circle set for nine
You see usually I walk around
With at least one awake behind each eye
If you and I met you’d never know
never guess this room was there
Not an inkling
of the tinkering I have going on upstairs.
Now
Perhaps this sounds familiar
perhaps perchance you livefeel it too
Maybe the shelves full of my selves
sound akin to your many yous
Maybe this secret that I harbour
my need to openly self-compartmentalizeanalyze
Is the beginning of a safe arbor
Where similar flowers could one day climbreside
[Part 3] REGULAR RETURN MEMBERSHIP
Say one day I took a chance
opened the iron gates
around my mind
Allowed the masses - for a rate
to walk pathways I fiercely hide
How would that work exactly
Who would come - Who would stay
Would they maybe make a mockery
Rolled eyes - walk away
People don’t merely come to see
They tend to touchtaketinkertamper
I fear
The second they feel so threatened
My words will sniffscurry and scamper
So House rules would be laid out
By them all would have-to abide
For the sanity of my sake
To protect the precarious-peace of my mind
I would bare my soul
in exchange
for access to your heart
You would lend your love
a trade
for dancing with your darkest dark
We could even take it further
if others like to speakshareScribble too
Once a month come together
spoken words out-loud on Zoom
We would write about our fears
We would rave about our fates
We would face innerouter battles
stroll our skeletons past our mental gates
We would seek out other speakers
listenlearn learn to enhance
We would all in-turn be teachers
it takes a village to advance
It would be a space of shared healing
a healing shared space of mind
It would be supportgroupcircle-screamingfanbase
welcoming eachevery-oneofakind
At first some might find it sad
At first some might find us tragic
But we would speak of the good as well as bad
and words are our greatest source of healing magic
I dream of a mutualistic transaction
An accord that wouldshouldcould unfurl
A trade of mutual passion
connecting soulchords throughout the world
So yes, I passionately play with words
Bc word patterns keep me sane are my game
We may not speak the same English
But will we listen to each other
…any way?
About the Creator
Imaan W
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