All Of What I Should Have Expressed Sooner To Humanity

Please. Plant the reminders of remembering that everyday everyone is healing or coping or still caught in a situation where their presence alarms them into not speaking of the things that turned them quiet, shy, less of themselves, or even more importantly what caused them to see darkness within the world regardless of the sun shining down on us each and every day.

Get it into your memory and go about living your daily life by feeling this. The reminders that people are trying to get better or are trapped in mentality’s that make them believe they don’t deserve to get better and rise above the gunks that turned them into bitter existences.

The weight and shift of pain has told many lies and sometimes silence is a formation of secrecy that upsets a life into shadowing their inner feelings and they end up having to disrespect themselves to extents that are unnatural and unfair to go through as it is an action of becoming alive and witnessing what happens when you don’t get clean from suffering or feeling negative things in your everyday daily life.

Sometimes there are people and they don’t consider their reasoning for not speaking of what they are going through because they don’t feel as though what they went through or are currently still going through is bad or negative enough to be soul focused on and be mended.

Now because of the heightened power of others having it worse it does not decline the sufferings of someone else who is deemed as having it easy or that the blessings and privileges they have are committed to being seen as something undeserving.

We all breathe don’t we? We all need to eat and be rested and be safe in a heartbeat but there is always constant imbalances playing through our lives due to the shifting of uncertainty and blessings not being evenly spread through by us as people and for us as people.

Just imagine that you had it all together. That your mental health doesn’t constantly decline. That you are more than just “comfortable” being the person who you are. That your bills are always paid on time. Your fridge and pantry are always well stocked. Your house is welcomed by a loving household each and every day. That the devastations of the planet didn’t effect you as poorly as it does. Now that would be on point for the way of life to be!

Why view kindness as something dumb? Why have the mindset that being nice just isn't it? Why portray your bitter ass life as heavily as you do when being sweet exists and can be portrayed by you as well? Nobody has the strength to stop evil people from doing their evil deeds. But yet the evil people will distract us with their poor behavior and they will do things to decline or bring back on someone's efforts at getting to where their happiness & peace & security is hidden.

Humanity? Why do we continue to let the generational curses control us? When are we going to be in freedom from pain and sufferings? Why is it that we can't easily move forward and move around in our daily lives without something being there to distract us and not allow us to navigate fully to where our hearts are set on going? Is it the cause of jealous people who don't work towards having peace for themselves and the world too or for those who don't put in the effort personally for themselves that are always complaining about something but are never trying to find its source of where it came from and how to prevent it from staying or happening again type of people make me sick.

I mean why would your life not be dedicated to just yourself? Where your number one focus is yourself and whatever negative thing you are facing is your number one issue on resolving and stepping out of. It is foolish to not be in tune with your inside life and then to be understanding of the life on the outside of your mind and body where it is important to know that both sides need tender love and care but neither must come into contact with people that have the smarts to ruin someone's life emotionally or spiritually, or can add to a person's personal pain, or just like that and for nothing too to hurt them mentally or physically.

Sorry for the delay. I feel like giving up. This is a bit much for one person. And for one person that feels very alone on their motives, intentions, and distinct life's purpose. I just wish myself the best. The very best too. The best where I can finally wake up in the morning and not regret it? It all sounds so wonderful. And I really believe it is beautiful. The things i am imagining from a point of view where i would be fully okay and not have any kind of worries on my shoulders.