Politics

The Mistake That Still Keeps Me Awake
The Mistake That Still Keeps Me Awake BY: Khan I used to believe that mistakes were small things—temporary detours in an otherwise steady life. You apologize, you fix what you can, and you move on. That’s what I thought. Until the night I made the mistake that still keeps me awake. It happened three years ago, but some memories don’t fade with time. They sharpen. They replay themselves at 2:17 a.m., when the world is silent and there’s nothing left to distract you from your own thoughts. Back then, I was ambitious—maybe too ambitious. I had just started my first real job at a digital marketing agency. It wasn’t glamorous, but to me, it was everything. A stepping stone. A chance to prove that I wasn’t just another average graduate with average dreams. There was a big client presentation coming up. Months of work were riding on it. My team had poured endless hours into the campaign. And somehow, the responsibility of compiling and sending the final presentation file fell on me. I remember staring at the clock that night in the office. 11:46 p.m. Everyone else had left. The building was quiet except for the hum of fluorescent lights and the faint buzz of my laptop fan. I was exhausted. My head ached. But I told myself this was what success required—late nights, sacrifices, discipline. When I finally attached the file to the email, I didn’t double-check it. I didn’t open it one last time. I didn’t confirm the final version. I just hit “Send.” That single click felt insignificant. Routine. Harmless. The next morning, I walked into the office expecting nervous excitement. Instead, I was greeted with silence. The heavy kind. The kind that makes your stomach drop before anyone even says a word. My manager called me into the conference room. The client had received the wrong file—an earlier draft. Incomplete slides. Placeholder data. Internal notes that were never meant to be seen. The client wasn’t just disappointed. They were insulted. We lost the contract that day. A deal worth more than I could comprehend. A deal that would have secured our agency’s position for the next year. And it was my fault. No one yelled at me. That almost made it worse. My manager spoke calmly, explaining the consequences, explaining how important attention to detail was in our industry. But behind his measured tone, I could see the frustration. The disappointment. My team didn’t look at me the same way after that. Conversations grew shorter. Smiles became polite instead of warm. I went from being “the promising new hire” to “the one who messed up.” I apologized—again and again. I offered to work unpaid overtime. I tried to fix something that couldn’t be undone. But some mistakes don’t come with a reset button. Two months later, when layoffs were announced, my name was on the list. Officially, it was due to “budget restructuring.” Unofficially, I knew the truth. Losing the job hurt. But what hurt more was losing confidence in myself. Before that night, I trusted my decisions. I believed in my competence. After that night, every email I sent felt like a potential disaster. Every task felt like a trap waiting to expose me again. For a long time, I defined myself by that mistake. When friends talked about career growth, I stayed quiet. When someone mentioned taking risks, I felt my chest tighten. Because I knew what one small oversight could cost. The worst part wasn’t the job loss. It was the self-doubt that followed me home. It sat beside me at dinner. It whispered in my ear before interviews. It reminded me, constantly, that I had failed when it mattered most. And at night, when everything was still, I would replay that moment. The cursor hovering over the “Send” button. The tiny whoosh sound of the email leaving my outbox. If only I had checked the file. If only I had waited five more minutes. If only. But here’s what I’ve learned in the sleepless hours since then: the mistake wasn’t just sending the wrong file. The real mistake was believing that one failure defined my entire worth. It took me time—more time than I’d like to admit—to rebuild. I started freelancing, taking smaller projects where the stakes didn’t feel so terrifying. I created checklists for everything. I forced myself to slow down. To review. To breathe. Gradually, something shifted. I realized that everyone has a story like mine. A moment they wish they could undo. A decision that lingers longer than it should. But most people don’t talk about it. They carry it quietly, like a scar hidden under long sleeves. My mistake still keeps me awake sometimes. Not because I’m afraid anymore—but because it reminds me of who I was and who I’ve become. It taught me humility. It taught me responsibility. And most importantly, it taught me that growth often comes disguised as regret. If I could go back, would I change what happened? Of course. But I can’t. What I can do is choose how that moment shapes me. I can let it paralyze me—or I can let it sharpen me. Now, whenever I hover over “Send,” I pause. I check. I double-check. And then I click—with confidence, not fear. The mistake that once felt like the end of my career became the foundation of my discipline. It became the reason I’m more careful, more thoughtful, more resilient. Some nights, the memory still visits. But it no longer owns me. Because I finally understand something I didn’t know back then: We are not the worst thing we’ve ever done. And sometimes, the mistake that keeps you awake is the very thing that teaches you how to move forward.
By Khan 8 months ago in Chapters
Post-Hasina Bangladesh: BNP Victory, Youth Revolution, and the Future of Democracy
About two years ago, when Sheikh Hasina won an election that was widely described as being marred by large-scale rigging, it was difficult to even imagine that her 15-year strong grip on power would suddenly come to an end, or that another party, which had nearly disappeared from the political landscape, would return with such intense public support. However, this is yet another shift in the ups and downs of Bangladeshi politics, where the Awami League and the Bangladesh Nationalist Party (BNP) have alternated in power for decades. The only difference this time is that the BNP is now formally led by Tarique Rahman, and this is the first time he has personally contested in a general election. His mother, Khaleda Zia, who passed away last year after a prolonged illness, had led the party for four decades. She took over the responsibility after the death of her husband, Ziaur Rahman, the founder of the BNP and an important leader in Bangladesh’s War of Independence. In the past, when his mother was in power, Tarique Rahman faced allegations of benefiting from nepotism and was also confronted with corruption cases. Just five days before his mother’s death, he ended his 17 years of self-imposed exile and returned to Bangladesh from London. Although the 60-year-old Tarique Rahman had effectively acted as the party’s leader during and after his mother’s imprisonment and later during her illness, he is generally regarded as an untested leader. According to political scientist Nouvine Murshid, his lack of previous governing experience may actually work in his favor, because people want to give change a chance. They want to believe that new and positive change is possible, which is why there is an atmosphere of hope among the public. Following the election results, the BNP announced that its top priority would be the restoration of democracy in the country. This time, however, the situation appears somewhat different. The country’s youth, who played a prominent role in the “July Uprising” of 2024 that ultimately forced Sheikh Hasina to step down, have clear expectations. Nineteen-year-old student Tazin Ahmed, who participated in the protest movement, says: “We do not want to fight again. The former prime minister’s resignation was not our ultimate achievement. Our real success will be when the country becomes free of corruption and begins moving in the right direction, and when the economy becomes stronger.” Her cousin, 21-year-old Tahmina Tasnim, says: “Above all, we want unity among the people. We have a right to a stable state and a stable economy. We have been part of a popular movement and know how to resist. If the same conditions arise again, we also have the right to raise our voices again.” Since Sheikh Hasina’s removal, Bangladesh has faced incidents of unrest and violence during the tenure of interim leader Muhammad Yunus. Restoring law and order will be a top priority for the new government. At the same time, reviving the economy, reducing food prices, and creating job opportunities for the country’s large youth population are among the major challenges. Social affairs expert Samina Luthfa says that nearly all political parties face a lack of governing experience. Jamaat-e-Islami, considered the second-largest political party in Bangladesh and twice banned in the country’s history, has also won a significant number of seats for the first time. Its allied party, the National Citizen Party (NCP), formed by the student leaders who led the protest movement, has managed to win six seats in its very first election. According to Samina Luthfa, Bangladesh is likely to see a parliament this time where many leaders will be entering the house for the first time. She adds that the young leaders of the NCP have much to learn. Leaders of other parties may be experienced politicians, but they lack practical experience in running the country. Therefore, the journey will not be easy, and the government will face tough challenges. Jamaat-e-Islami’s election manifesto emphasized secular and developmental points and made no clear mention of implementing Islamic law. However, the party’s website states that “Jamaat is active in the political arena because without political power, Islamic law cannot be implemented.” This stance has always raised the question of what its practical strategy would be if the party ever came to power. According to political scientist Nouvine Murshid, Jamaat’s performance in this election was not unexpected. She says that Jamaat is a well-organized political party and has worked consistently and systematically at the grassroots level for decades. However, Murshid adds that while this fact must be acknowledged, the problem is that Jamaat’s core ideology is non-democratic, gender discriminatory, and patriarchal in nature. On the other hand, Samina Luthfa says that all political parties have disappointed the women of Bangladesh. In the recent elections, just over four percent of the candidates were women. She says: “We women who were part of the July popular movement have seen all political parties fail to translate our collective struggle into formal political and electoral representation.” Luthfa emphasized that members of parliament should take immediate steps to nominate capable, honest, and deserving candidates to the reserved seats for women. Out of Bangladesh’s total 350 parliamentary seats, 300 members are directly elected by public vote, while 50 seats are reserved for women. These reserved seats are allocated to political parties in proportion to their electoral performance, and the parties themselves nominate candidates for them. The recent elections are being described as markedly different from those held during Sheikh Hasina’s tenure. This time, the contest was genuinely competitive, and the outcome was not clear before polling. In the context of claims about restoring democracy, when the BNP was asked whether it would support bringing the Awami League back into the political mainstream, senior party leader Amir Khasru Mahmud Chowdhury said: “It is not our job to decide that.” He added: “It will take time for the Awami League to return to Bangladesh’s electoral process, because its credibility is under question. When you face allegations of killing your own citizens, oppression, and political vendettas, then it is the public who will decide what place that party will have in future politics.” Meanwhile, from exile in India, Sheikh Hasina has described Thursday’s elections as a “fraud and farcical election” and has demanded fresh polls in which the Awami League would also be allowed to participate. At present, there is intense public anger against her party. However, considering Bangladesh’s political history, it would be premature to say that the Awami League’s political role has ended permanently.
By Real content9 months ago in Chapters
What we know about the Epstein files that the US is poised to release
Friday, 19 December, is the legal deadline for the US department of justice to release its files pertaining to its investigations into late convicted sex offender and financier Jeffrey Epstein.
By Ibrahim Shah 9 months ago in Chapters
She Walked Into My Life at the Exact Wrong Time
She Walked Into My Life at the Exact Wrong Time BY: Khan There’s a strange kind of tragedy in meeting the right person when you’re not ready to be the right version of yourself. I met her on a Tuesday afternoon that felt like any other. I was sitting in a quiet café, pretending to work while actually trying to escape my thoughts. My life at that time was a mess—unfinished dreams, a recent heartbreak, financial pressure, and a constant battle with self-doubt. I was physically present in the world, but mentally I was somewhere between regret and anxiety. Then she walked in. She wasn’t loud. She wasn’t trying to be noticed. But somehow, she carried a presence that shifted the air around her. She smiled politely at the barista, brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear, and chose the seat across from mine because it was the only one left. That was how it started. At first, it was just small talk. Complaints about slow Wi-Fi. A shared laugh about how overpriced coffee had become. Casual conversation that slowly turned into something deeper. I don’t know when it happened exactly, but somewhere between her stories about chasing her dreams and my half-honest answers about mine, I began to feel something awaken inside me. She had a way of listening that made you feel important. Not just heard—but understood. And that terrified me. Because at that time, I was not someone who could offer stability. I was rebuilding myself from pieces I hadn’t fully acknowledged were broken. My confidence was fragile. My future uncertain. I was still carrying emotional baggage from a relationship that ended without closure. But she saw potential in me. She believed in me before I believed in myself. We started meeting often. Long evening walks. Late-night phone calls. Deep conversations about life, purpose, fear, and faith. She challenged me in ways no one else had. She wasn’t impressed by empty promises; she valued effort, growth, and emotional honesty. And I tried. I really did. But growth is uncomfortable. And healing is messy. Some days I felt inspired by her presence. Other days I felt exposed. She deserved someone stable, someone sure of himself. Instead, she got a man who was still trying to figure out who he was after losing parts of himself in the wrong places. The more she cared, the more pressure I felt. Not because she demanded anything—but because she deserved everything. There were moments when I almost told her I loved her. Moments when I imagined a future where we built something real together. She would talk about traveling someday, starting projects she was passionate about, creating a life built on purpose. And I wanted to be part of that vision. But wanting something and being ready for it are two very different things. I started pulling away without realizing it. Delayed replies. Cancelled plans. Emotional distance disguised as “being busy.” She noticed, of course. She was perceptive like that. One evening, she looked at me with eyes that held both strength and sadness and said, “You’re fighting something, and it’s not me.” She was right. I was fighting myself. The fear of failing her. The fear of not being enough. The fear that if she truly saw all my scars, she would eventually leave—so I began leaving first, slowly and unconsciously. The hardest part wasn’t when we stopped talking every day. It was the day she said, softly, “I care about you. But I can’t love someone who’s still running from himself.” There was no anger in her voice. Just honesty. And I couldn’t argue with it. She didn’t walk away dramatically. She walked away with dignity. With self-respect. With the kind of quiet strength that made me realize just how rare she was. After she left, the silence was louder than any argument could have been. For the first time, I stopped blaming circumstances. I stopped blaming timing. I stopped blaming my past. I looked at myself honestly. She hadn’t walked into my life at the wrong time. I had met her at the wrong version of myself. And that realization changed me. I started working on the things I had been avoiding. Therapy. Discipline. Self-reflection. I rebuilt my confidence slowly, brick by brick. I faced the insecurities that once controlled my actions. I learned that love isn’t just about emotion—it’s about readiness, responsibility, and emotional availability. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we had met a year later. Maybe I would have been strong enough to hold her hand without fear. Maybe I would have known how to love her without feeling unworthy. Maybe we would have built something lasting. Or maybe she was never meant to stay. Maybe she was meant to wake me up. Not every person who enters your life is meant to remain. Some come as lessons disguised as love. Some arrive as mirrors, showing you the parts of yourself you need to heal. She walked into my life at what felt like the exact wrong time. But maybe it was the perfect time for growth. And even though we didn’t end up together, I will always be grateful for the way she changed me—not by staying, but by showing me what I needed to become. Sometimes the right person doesn’t become your forever. Sometimes they become your turning point.
By Khan 9 months ago in Chapters
The Person I Became After the Storm
The Person I Became After the Storm ‎BY:Ubaid The storm didn’t arrive with thunder. It began quietly—like most life-changing things do. A missed call. An unread message. A small argument that grew roots and wrapped itself around everything I thought was steady. I didn’t realize at the time that my life was shifting beneath my feet. I only knew that something felt unstable, like the ground had turned to sand. Back then, I was the kind of person who avoided conflict. I said yes when I wanted to say no. I stayed silent when I should have spoken. I believed that keeping the peace meant sacrificing parts of myself. And I did it willingly. I thought that was what love, friendship, and loyalty demanded. The storm came when everything I had been holding together finally broke. It started with losing someone I thought would always be there. We had built years of memories—inside jokes, shared dreams, late-night promises. But somewhere along the way, I began shrinking to fit into their world. I adjusted my voice, my needs, even my ambitions. I convinced myself that compromise was maturity. I didn’t notice that I was disappearing. When they walked away, they didn’t slam the door. They just stopped showing up. And that silence was louder than any fight we had ever had. At first, I blamed myself. I replayed conversations in my head like scenes from a movie, searching for the exact moment I ruined everything. I analyzed every word I had said, every choice I had made. Maybe I was too emotional. Maybe I expected too much. Maybe I wasn’t enough. The storm inside me grew heavier. I stopped recognizing the person in the mirror. My confidence felt like a distant memory. I moved through my days on autopilot, smiling when required, responding when spoken to, but feeling nothing underneath. I had built my identity around being needed. Without that role, I felt empty. But storms don’t last forever. One evening, after months of carrying grief like a second skin, I sat alone in my room and asked myself a question I had been avoiding: Who am I without them? It sounds simple. But it shook me. For the first time, I wasn’t thinking about how to fix something. I wasn’t trying to win someone back. I wasn’t trying to prove my worth. I was just sitting with myself—raw, uncomfortable, and honest. I realized that the storm hadn’t just taken someone away. It had exposed how much of myself I had abandoned. So I began rebuilding. Not dramatically. Not perfectly. Just slowly. I started saying no. At first, my voice trembled. I felt guilty. But each time I chose myself, something inside me stood a little taller. I reconnected with hobbies I had left behind. I wrote again. I read books that made me question my thinking. I went on walks without checking my phone every five minutes. I began to understand that my value wasn’t tied to how useful I was to others. There were setbacks. Some nights, the loneliness returned like unexpected rain. I missed the familiarity of what I had lost. Healing isn’t a straight line—it’s a series of steps forward and backward. But even on the hardest days, I noticed something different. I wasn’t begging to be chosen anymore. The person I became after the storm wasn’t colder. I was clearer. I learned that love should not require self-erasure. I learned that boundaries are not walls; they are doors with locks you control. I learned that staying in situations that diminish you is not loyalty—it’s fear. Most importantly, I learned that I can survive loss. There is a quiet strength that comes from rebuilding yourself. It’s not loud or dramatic. It doesn’t need validation. It’s steady. It’s rooted. It’s the kind of strength that allows you to walk away when necessary and stay when it’s right. When I look back now, I don’t see the storm as destruction. I see it as exposure. It stripped away illusions. It washed away the parts of me that were built on insecurity and people-pleasing. It forced me to confront truths I had been avoiding. The person I am now listens to their intuition. I don’t chase reassurance from people who offer confusion. I don’t shrink to make others comfortable. I don’t ignore red flags hoping they will turn pink with time. I choose peace over performance. The storm changed me, yes. But not in the way I feared. It didn’t make me bitter. It made me discerning. It didn’t make me closed off. It made me intentional. It didn’t break me. It revealed me. And maybe that’s what storms are meant to do. They shake the foundations we thought were solid so we can rebuild on something stronger. They remove what was never meant to stay. Sometimes we lose people because we were losing ourselves. Now, when challenges come—and they still do—I don’t panic the way I used to. I know that discomfort doesn’t mean destruction. I know that endings are not failures. I know that I am capable of standing alone if I have to. The storm taught me that I am not fragile. I am adaptable. I am learning. I am becoming. And if another storm ever comes, I won’t beg it to pass quickly. I will stand in it, grounded in who I am, knowing that whatever it takes from me cannot compare to what it has already given me. Because after the storm, I met myself. And this time, I chose to stay.
By Ubaid 9 months ago in Chapters
Glass Winter | Chapter XII
The streets were empty, but for the occasional wandering soul. With Gar Darron and Eron’s parties gone that’s ten men this commune is short of.
By Andrei Babanin9 months ago in Chapters
Pam Bondi Young: From Tampa Roots to Florida’s First Female Attorney General
Pamela Jo Bondi, better known as Pam Bondi, has become a prominent figure in American politics. Today, she is recognized as a former Florida Attorney General and the 87th United States Attorney General, but her journey began humbly in Tampa, Florida, where she spent her formative years. For those curious about Pam Bondi’s young life, understanding her early experiences offers insight into the resilience, determination, and ambition that defined her path to political leadership.
By Story Prism9 months ago in Chapters
Bangladesh General Elections: BNP Claims Majority as Tariq Rahman Poised to Become Prime Minister After 17-Year Exile
The Bangladesh Nationalist Party (BNP) appears to be in a clear lead after the results of the general elections in Bangladesh. Amir Khusro Mahmood Chaudhry said, "We have won the majority and when the full results are out, our performance will be much better." He said that Tariq Rahman is our leader, our chairman and when the BNP forms the government, he will definitely be the Prime Minister of Bangladesh. It should be noted that Tariq Rahman has led the election campaign of the Bangladesh Nationalist Party (BNP) for the first time and has also participated in the national parliamentary elections for the first time. He was nominated as the party chairman just a month after the death of his mother before the elections and he not only campaigned vigorously but also led organizational activities. His supporters see him as a "potential prime minister" of Bangladesh. The BNP is also projecting him as the party’s “sole leader,” even as his political opponents question Tariq Rahman’s past corruption allegations and educational qualifications. Tariq Rahman and his party have rejected the corruption allegations, calling him propaganda for the former Awami League government. After spending nearly 17 years in political asylum in London, he returned to Dhaka last December and was given a warm welcome by his party. The BNP’s long-time rival, the Awami League, did not contest the elections because it is banned by the current administration. In such a situation, the Jamaat-e-Islami has emerged as a major rival party. Tariq Rahman’s return Tariq Rahman was arrested on corruption charges in 2007 during Bangladesh’s military-backed caretaker government. After spending 18 months in jail, he was released in September 2008 and moved to London with his family. He returned to Dhaka on December 25, after almost 17 years. However, a few days before his arrival, Tariq Rahman had created a sense of uncertainty about his return through a post on Facebook. His post had sparked a storm of discussion in late November. His mother Khaleda Zia was ill and in such a situation, he wrote that, “Like every child, I also have a strong desire to receive the love and touch of my mother during this difficult time. But my decision-making power is not unlimited nor is it completely under my control. The scope to discuss this delicate issue in detail is also limited. Our family is hopeful that as soon as this political reality reaches the level of our expectations, the long wait for my return will end. Then, a few days after his return on December 25 and ten days after Khaleda Zia’s death on December 30, he was formally appointed as the chairman of the BNP at a meeting of the National Standing Committee on January 9. Tariq Rahman was serving as the acting chairman of the party from London after Khaleda Zia was sentenced to prison in a corruption case in 2018. In 2002, Khaleda Zia nominated him as the party’s senior joint secretary general. Later, in 2009, he was nominated as the senior vice chairman at the party’s fifth national conference. Political analyst Mohiuddin Ahmed said that Tariq Rahman’s arrival as chairman was almost inevitable for the BNP leadership. He said, “Since Khaleda Zia’s arrest in 2018, the party was running under the leadership of Tariq Rahman. There was never any doubt about his taking over the leadership.” Another political analyst and Dhaka University professor, Muhammad Mujibur Rahman, says that Tariq Rahman’s success is that he was able to keep the party united and prevent it from breaking up even in difficult circumstances from abroad. “Anyway, he has always been involved in the political process. He has shown success in keeping the party going even while living abroad. After returning home, he seems more mature than ever, now it remains to be seen to what extent this maturity is reflected in his political decisions after the elections. As party chairman, Tariq Rahman launched the party’s election campaign in Sylhet on January 22 and his daughter and wife were also seen attending several election events. The rise of Tariq Rahman Tariq Rahman is the eldest son of Bangladesh’s first military ruler Zia-ur-Rehman and former Prime Minister Khaleda Zia. According to the BNP website, he was born on November 20, 1965. However, his election affidavit states that he was born on November 20, 1968. His party website states that he completed his primary education at BAF Shaheen College in Dhaka and then joined the Department of International Relations at Dhaka University in the 1980s. However, there is no information available on whether he completed his education there or not. This time, the affidavit submitted to the Election Commission lists Tariq Rehman's educational qualification as 'Higher Secondary'. According to information provided by the BNP, Zia-ur-Rehman's family was also imprisoned along with the families of several other military officers during the war of independence. At that time, both his sons Tariq Rehman and the late Arafat Rehman were also imprisoned. Zia-ur-Rehman was an officer in the Pakistani army who later became part of the mutiny. According to information available on the party's website, Tariq Rehman also participated in the movement against the military ruler Hussain Muhammad Irshad and officially joined the BNP in 1988.The time was active when he became a member of the Gabtoli Upazila unit of the BNP in Bogra district. However, some party leaders and members of the Chairperson’s Advisory Council say that Tariq Rehman’s formal journey in party politics began with the 1991 parliamentary elections, when he was overseeing the five constituencies that Khaleda Zia had won. However, his greater influence on party politics began during the 2001 parliamentary elections. In those elections, the BNP-led four-party alliance won a two-thirds majority. Corruption allegations against Tariq Rehman and his close associates during the BNP regime later became a topic of widespread debate. Corruption allegations and reputation restoration Tariq Rehman returned to the country in late December and many believe that his party, the BNP, is trying to project him as the party’s sole important leader and build a ‘positive reputation’ for him. Now that the BNP is facing an electoral battle against its old ally Jamaat-e-Islami, the party’s policymakers want to project Tariq Rahman in the minds of the public as the sole leader of the ‘liberation war and moderate democracy’. Critics say that after the BNP came to power in 2001, even though Khaleda Zia became prime minister, Tariq Rahman became a parallel power center in the ‘Hawa Bhaban’ (the party’s central office). Tariq Rahman and his close associates have also been accused of corruption. However, he and his party, the BNP, have always denied these allegations. During the BNP’s rule, the Awami League blamed Tariq Rahman and the ‘Hawa Bhaban’ for the 2004 grenade attack on a rally of then opposition leader Sheikh Hasina in Dhaka. Later, during the Awami League’s rule, Tariq Rahman was sentenced to life imprisonment in a related case. Tariq Rehman was acquitted of these cases after the fall of the Awami League government. The BNP has always denied these allegations. Analyst Mohiuddin Ahmed says that during his research, he found out through conversations with people associated with various parties that Tariq Rehman was indeed tortured during his detention, the aim of which was to ‘force’ his mother, Khaleda Zia, to leave the country. Later, on September 11, 2008, he left Dhaka for London with his family. There is also a rumor that Tariq Rehman was released through some kind of agreement with the military leadership of the time, although Khaleda Zia did not leave the country. There were also reports in the media that Tariq Rehman had given a bail bond, which stated that he would not rejoin politics immediately after leaving the country. Mohiuddin Ahmed says, ‘Khaleda Zia herself had said that Tariq would no longer be involved in politics and would study in London.’ Although the BNP had long been saying that Tariq Rehman was staying in London for medical treatment, later on April 24, 2018, BNP Secretary General Mirza Fakhrul Islam Alamgir admitted for the first time that Tariq Rehman had applied for political asylum in the UK in 2012 and the application was approved within a year. Efforts to keep Tariq Rehman out of politics In 2007, when the military-backed caretaker government came to power in Bangladesh, BNP leader Khaleda Zia was also arrested after Awami League President Sheikh Hasina. Her late son Arafat Rehman was also arrested on the same day along with Khaleda Zia. Arafat Rehman was later released through an administrative order and went to Thailand for medical treatment. He then moved to Malaysia, where he died of a heart attack in January 2015. When Khaleda Zia was jailed in a corruption case in 2018, Tariq Rehman began running the party from London as acting chairman. However, apart from being convicted in the grenade attack case, he also had several other cases registered against him during the Awami League’s rule. At one point, when the court banned his statements, he became active on social media and started participating in party activities virtually. People close to him say that in a short time, he started directly connecting with grassroots workers on the one hand and also took the lead in the party’s policy-making work on the other. Finally, after the fall of Sheikh Hasina’s government in August 2024, Tariq Rehman got the opportunity to return to the country and returned to Dhaka last December and directly took charge of the party. Mohiuddin Ahmed said that Tariq Rehman has seen the dark corners of politics and has also experienced the politics of confrontation and revenge in this country. It remains to be seen whether he can use this political insight to move beyond a party leader and become the leader of the country in the future.
By Real content9 months ago in Chapters
I Didn’t Know Love Could Hurt This Much
I Didn’t Know Love Could Hurt This Much ‎BY:Ubaid I used to believe love was soft. Not the dramatic, cinematic kind you see in movies, but something steady—like sunlight slipping through curtains in the morning. Warm. Predictable. Safe. I thought love meant comfort, reassurance, and someone choosing you every single day without hesitation. I didn’t know love could hurt this much. I met Areeb on a random Tuesday at a mutual friend’s birthday dinner. I wasn’t looking for anything serious. I had built my life carefully—degree almost complete, a small circle of friends, dreams lined up like dominoes waiting to fall into place. Love felt like an optional chapter, not the main storyline. But he had a way of making everything feel intentional. The way he listened. The way he remembered small details—how I hated coriander, how I loved rainy evenings, how I got anxious before presentations. He noticed me in ways no one ever had. And that scared me a little. In the beginning, everything felt effortless. We would talk until 3 a.m., sharing childhood memories and future plans. He told me he had never felt this understood before. I told him I had never felt this seen. It felt like we were building something rare, something that people spend years searching for. I didn’t realize that sometimes the things that start beautifully can unravel quietly. The first change was subtle. A missed call here. A delayed reply there. “I’ve just been busy,” he’d say, and I would nod, even when a small voice inside me whispered that something was different. Love makes you justify what your intuition tries to warn you about. I told myself I was overthinking. He still met me on weekends. He still held my hand in public. He still said, “I love you.” But the warmth in his voice felt thinner, like a blanket that no longer covered you fully. One evening, while sitting across from him at our favorite café, I noticed the distance. Not physical distance—he was right there—but emotional distance. His eyes didn’t linger on mine the way they used to. His laughter felt forced. When I spoke about my day, he seemed distracted, glancing at his phone more than at me. “Is everything okay?” I asked carefully. “Yeah, of course. Why wouldn’t it be?” he replied quickly. But love teaches you how to read between silences. Days turned into weeks, and I found myself trying harder. Dressing the way he liked. Suppressing my overthinking so I wouldn’t “create problems.” Smiling even when I felt insecure. I became smaller in ways I didn’t notice at first. That’s the dangerous thing about loving deeply—you start adjusting pieces of yourself without realizing you’re slowly disappearing. The night everything broke wasn’t dramatic. There was no shouting. No shattered glass. Just honesty that came too late. “I don’t think I feel the same anymore,” he said quietly, staring at the floor. Those words didn’t just land. They crushed. “What do you mean?” I asked, even though I understood perfectly. “I care about you. I just… I don’t know. Something changed.” Something changed. As if love were a switch that could be flipped off. I walked home that night feeling numb. The city lights blurred as tears refused to fall. It wasn’t just losing him that hurt. It was losing the future I had imagined. The late-night talks. The trips we planned. The version of myself who felt secure in someone’s arms. I didn’t know love could hurt in layers. It hurt my pride. It hurt my confidence. It hurt the part of me that believed I was enough. For weeks, I replayed everything in my mind. Where did I go wrong? Was I too emotional? Too demanding? Not supportive enough? The questions were endless, and none of the answers brought comfort. The hardest part wasn’t missing him. It was missing how I felt when he loved me. But pain has a strange way of teaching you what comfort never could. 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