I have been struggling with the 2022 New Year messages to welcome our 'breakthrough' self. I see motivational visuals which portray the cleansing of 2022 self from past habits and prejudices which make my 2021 self a little fearful.
With the pandemic, I felt my 2021 Self never really did have much, what do I say? Intensity? Experience? Time? (perhaps all these)
to really come into its own.
Now, 2021 has gone.
But my 2021 self still lingers on. My heart is still broken. My health still black and white. My mind in disarray.
People are still homeless on the streets.
Is it healthy or unhealthy to shelter your 2021 self from its fate?
What about about my 2022 self? It seems like it's time for them to enter but am I ready?
Anyways, here is a playlist I made while we three decide on the emotions for this first week of this new year.
Wishing my Vocal Community a peaceful start to 2022 <3
Beach House // Space Song
It was late at night
You held on tight
From an empty seat
A flash of light
It will take a while
To make you smile
Somewhere in these eyes
I'm on your side.
Julio Iglesias // La Mer
Mozart Lacrimosa // but humanity has ended
The Kinks // Waterloo Sunset
Chilly chilly is the evening time, Waterloo sunset's fine
Terry meets Julie, Waterloo Station, every Friday night
But I am so lazy, don't want to wander, I stay at home at night.
Interstellar // S.T.A.Y 1 hour Loop
America// A Horse with No Name
After two days in the desert sun
My skin began to turn red
After three days in the desert fun
I was looking at a river bed
And the story it told of a river that flowed
Made me sad to think it was dead.
Joji // Ew
Patrick Watson // Je te laisserai des mots
Gill Scott Heron // We almost lost Detroit
And how would we ever get over
Losing our minds?
Just 30 miles from Detroit
They built a giant power station
And It ticks each night as the city sleeps
Or maybe seconds from annihilation, yeah
But no one stopped to think about the people
Or just how they would survive.
Antonio Vivaldi // Winter
Kid Cudi // Trippy
Everyone is looking for love, deep love
A lifetime of deep love, you know?
I'm looking for a shallow half hour, you know?
Don't you have luck with women?
I never had luck with women
I'm no ladies man, I know that, Johnny
And I never got girls when I was a kid in show business either, you know?
One girl told me, "Come on over, there's nobody home"
I went over, there was nobody home!
Brent Faiyaz // 16 Missed Calls
Erik Satie // Gymnopédie No. 1
Kanye West // Ghost Town but it will make you ascend to the fourth dimension
5.00 to 6.00
Mac Miller // Self Care
Yeah, I been reading them signs
I been losin' my, I been losin' my, I been losin' my mind, yeah
Get the fuck out the way, must be this high to play
It must be nice up above the lights, and what a lovely life that I made
I know that feelin' like it's in my family tree, yeah
That Mercedes drove me crazy, I was speedin'
Somebody save me from myself, yeah
Tell them they can take that bullshit elsewhere
Self care, we gonna be goooood.
Kodak Black //Tunnel Vision
Lil' Kodak, they don't like to see you winnin'
They wanna see you in the penitentiary
Bob Dylan // The Times They Are A-Changin'
The slow one now
Will later be fast
As the present now
Will later be past
Ei Poth Jodi Na Ses Hoy // What if the road never ended?
About the Creator
mokradi_
Pari (he/they)
A BIPOC settler in Coast Salish Territories of so-called 'Canada'.
On the road to reconciling the worlds within while reclaiming my journey, one story at a time.
#multiculturalstories
#transgenerationalmemories
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