Learning to Live With Loving Someone You Can't Be With
One day I hope and pray I meet someone who makes me realise and proves to me I did the right thing in walking away.
I spent 16 months of my life with someone I fell in love with. I never told him I fell in love with him, because at the time, I wasn't sure what being 'in love' felt like...it wasn't till we broke up I realised. And then when I tried to tell him, he told me it was 'bull****', that hurt. I'd never had a long term relationship before and now I'm not sure I ever want one again. I never realised how much breaking up from a long term partner would affect me mentally, emotionally and physically.