Thankful Through It All
All alone in a room full of people. You might wonder how on earth is that even possible but it is something I feel a lot of people my age have felt and even people of all ages feel. Everybody can be praising you for something that you have done but if you aren't truly satisfied with what you have done or are doing are you truly going to be feeling good. I am a 17 year old young man with so many aspirations that sometimes I feel that maybe I am setting expectations that are not even realistic for anyone. You see I make music and have been making songs since my 8th grade year in middle school. I have released over 30 songs on all platforms and have a total of over 100,000 streams. Now for my age and what I have done it seems like I am off to a great start and while I am writing this right now I am realizing that dang, life is going not as bad as it feels at some times. It takes this reflection time of writing for me to realize this though. Ever since I was young I always have had this problem with worrying about the future and ever since I have been doing music it has totally taken me over. I get this anxiety with my songs when I finish making them or when I release them because I am trying to appeal to a fan base that is growing but is all over the place. You see every song I make is different and I am still developing my sound so I have no idea what people are gonna like or not.