My Living Nightmare
You are my living nightmare. Every time I would close my eyes, I could see your face, hear your laughter and see that devilish smile. Every time someone would mention your name was a reminder of how deeply you’ve left a cut in my memory and heart. I can still hear the words you said to me each day we spent together. The lies echoing in my ears then spreads like a poison infecting my wounded and beaten heart. Yet it still beats, feels, loves, cares and longs for you. Why? Why did this foolish heart of mine fall into the hands of someone who treats it so carelessly? Why did I stay with you when you constantly pushed me away? Why did I let you force me into situations I didn’t want to be in? Why did you make me choose you over my family? Why did you force me to betray my own friends, who might I add, are more loyal to me than you will ever be? Why did I not listen to the warnings of those around me? They tried to save me before it was too late. They knew what you were. They know what you did.