Ashley Cressy
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mom. Yoga leader. Singer. Etc.
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Because
Here I am, making the most out of a big mistake. Was the mistake something terrible I did in a passed life? Possibly. In a way, all mistake are made in our passed lives.. but this life.. this identity.. has always felt definite to me. And, as I come (further) into consciousness, I look deeper and deeper for purpose. It was around my twenties that I learned the necessity of changing the world through changing ones’ self. All of my attempts at world peace failed miserably. I wanted to be a rock star. I learned recently at the age of twenty five that I never allowed myself to do that because I had never been willing to be a rock. I was a trust fund baby, and I never lasted more than two weeks at any job. But, I’ve always been intelligent. What I’m learning now is that even unconsciously, I’ve always been on the right path. Maybe it’s nature, maybe it’s “God’s plan,” maybe it’s a self-fulfilling profecy. The truth is, none of that matters. People should support me because when I realized I could only change the world through changing myself, I became a rock. It was HARD. It still is. It’s so hard!!! I squandered my money away. I don’t have a choice any more, whether or not I want to go to work. I created and birthed a child. I love her passionately. And, I refuse to let her grow up in a world without hope.
By Ashley Cressy3 years ago in Confessions