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Most of my life has been one big social shock. Its never really easy fitting in...well for me anyways. I seem to be a drifter mostly, but from time to time I find family along the way. As the years flown by each interaction made seems to have more meaning behind it, and for the last 6 years of my life its had none. Its like I froze, and stopped being me for 6 long depressing years. Oh well, I thought just a mere infraction for how ever long this insane journey will be, and now that I have passion for life once again; control is taken back. I have pain just like others, and sometimes choices are made on how to deal with said pain. Rather it be spiritual, emotional, cerebral, or physical pain. I can not remember clearly what possessed me to try heroin for first time, but this one choice led me to discover what the actual disease of addiction done to me.