Amanda Damico
Joined November 2017
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Suicidal Thoughts
I want to talk about suicidal thoughts. I think they are serious and soul crushing. I’ve never had such strong suicidal thoughts the way I’ve had this year. It’s been the worst by far; let me explain why. Every morning I wake up and I literally just feel lifeless. Throughout my entire day, I imagine it, and I see it in my head. Every scenario I could ever run into and how it could hurt or kill me. For example, I’d be at work carrying dirty plates and seeing a knife sticking towards me; I'd think, “what if someone ran into me and it penetrates right through me?” I then imagine the scenario actually happen, and sadly, it makes me smile.
By Amanda Damico6 years ago in Psyche