TRUE NATURE AFTER TEENAGE ME.

"No one knows his motives, what he wants to do, even his parents didn't get him after he turned 19 years of age. One thing is sure: he wants to change something within or something which is not in his reach. I am also not exactly sure as a narrator, but we can dive together to read his character. While reading, we can't understand; only we can do is to go through dictation. Isn't it actually confusing? And what is the motive for someone to read something like this stupid story? And a moron like me who is narrating the story without even knowing anything. Okay, okay... I've said this thing twice, but isn't it common sense for some to know the story before reading it so they can fact-check it or understand it even better? And what is motivating me to write this story? I think stupid stories like this need no motive behind or anything; it only needs self-stupid idea and free time because the story I will tell you from now on is not the story of any fictional character or any hero from real life and any type of biography and, of course, not any noble inspiration content I will express to you.

So what will be this story about, and who is he? Well, this story is about someone special, and the character followed in this narration is you. Yes, you. Ahem, ahem... Sorry for the bad build-up, but this narration will express the story of You. Forget about the 'he' I said first, but it's the story of yourself which we will read together. Okay, okay...

When was the last time you actually expressed your true feelings to someone? Ask yourself silently. Not your loved ones, but your own parents. When was the last time you actually comforted them and the ease of your life and explained them what exactly you are going through? Because everyone talks about teenage self, but no one tells after the teenage self what extra pressure you are going through because it's the real phase of your life when hells get started, and you are going out from your home, not from the house, and for searching, not for exploring. Searching what? That's the question which you will ask yourself because I am here for narrating.

This is the age of your life when things don't go in your favor because at an early stage during your childhood, you were under guidance till your so-called teenage. And after that, when you aged in your 30s, you get slowed down at some pace where you start understanding things, and your mind gets sorted out of these extra cogitations. And after that, well, no one cares. So, what happens between these packs of two bread slices? What type of extra burden is loaded to make it a full sandwich of your beautiful life?

So, this is the story of you who are living his/her life after teenage and experiencing changes. Not because your body changes and hormonal growth, etc., but changes in your thoughts, in your feelings, in your psychological mind or changes of yourself which were rooted since you were under guidance. That's why everyone tells you to follow the good path and make your life understandable. But this is not any course or counseling class. But my point is that not everyone grows from the same branch. So why will I or anyone accept you to grow with the same nutrients? (LOL, from the above statement, don't judge me, any teacher, or anything.)

My point is that suppose there is a group of four kids from whom 2 grows from educated parents, and other two lived there life where no one was there to guide them and teach them what is wrong and what is right. So what will you expect from these two? Will they think rationally and make their life beautiful as successful in the upcoming future? Or will they even can't survive or beg for their own life? I am not here to explain any theory.

So, if you are grown from these two situations what will you do? How will your seed grow? And what type of extra nourishment do you want to ripple your fruit fresh and large?

THANKS......