INSECURE

Let me tell you about HIM, about his uncertainty and anxiety, about the things he had to do just to stay relevant, just to be heard and respected...

let me tell you a story about him...

First, we need to understand HIM, how he overthinks and contemplate every single thing. Let's talk about his woes and fears. he tries to make everyone around him satified by leaving himself out, low self esteem and depression constantly in different battles with him.

Whispers in his ears constantly reminding HIM of how he is not good enough. He is always the elephant in the room but still feels like a caged bird, scared to let loose and spread his wings, he keeps himself grounded.

Unable to take up flight and show the world who he truely is. Always drowning in his own self-hatered and anxiety, slowly loosing control of who he is…... HE is ME

i am insecure because i know i am not good enough, i know i don't deserve anything good and so i work extra hard for it, my anxiety keeps yelling at me, reminding me of different reasons why i am not enough.... once again i am insecure!, insecure about losing you to someone better because i never found myself worthy of your love, insecure about you finding someone better than me so everyday i hit rock bottom and relive it over and over again, just so i can get you to love me.