How I came to be
What I am ~ Republished from 2025

And so it comes to this
The end of a career in which
My subject matter has moved on
From uninterruptible power supplies
Through software generations
Variations of themes that all amount to
A game
Of giving new names
To the same old thing
Promising revolutionary epoch making products
Artificial intelligence and such
So much promised four decades ago
And only just beginning to show
Some useful uses
Not to mention abuses
By some
Moving on
First to retail electronics
Some new mnemonics to learn
Without spurning
The urge to break news
Give a wide variety of views
And feature the best reviews
Of otherwise mundane products
A few forays into the popular caper
Consumer magazines
Even the odd national newspaper
With business appraisals
Trying not to be mere navel gazing
Amazing the world with GPS
Or cell phone technology
And the occasional article about careers
Soon the theme was not e-prestidigitation but
Popular media and communications
And this newfangled internet thingy
World Wide Web and the possibility
Of using the medium to promote and to sell
An absurd proposition
To some at the time but
As I said then
Time will tell
And it did
As for five years I laboured
To create a business
That knew the potential
Of the online medium
But enough of the boom and the bust and the boom
No gloom from me
it was again
Time to move on
Not to think and plan just do what I can
Small business support
But still hitting the keys
To please a few clients who lived in awe
Of the author
The writer
Gifted in the art of putting across
A message
Or unravelling ravelled complications
To achieve a level of elucidation
That brought system security
Or network penetration testing
Into understanding by those
Investing in the future of
Their now connected world
Next move
Away from media it seemed
To the world of finance
Money and international dealings
But still time to hit the keys
Before learning to use another kind of key
A radical change for me
When I traded in my role directorial
For something infinitely more custodial
Penitentiary profession
A session inside
Behind bars
Far from the world I knew
But hopefully bringing a different view
To the carceral environment
A heaven sent opportunity for me
To see what difference I could make
In that world of very much give
And not a lot of take
I continued to write
Now the professional press
Prison Journal
Book reviews
Interviews
My interest also drifted
Back to the legal domain
Unravelling the word of the law
Not something I would have foreseen before
But there it is
Divorce
Business
Private client matters
Or so they said
It kept me well read
From the statute book
And court reports
Again clarification
Sought
And then
On reflection
A little education would seem worth a try
A master's degree?
Why not?
And so through legal meaning
Reading law books
Researching cases statutes
On human rights
International law
A brief foray into forensic psychology
Then to infinity and beyond
Breaking new ground
With out of this world
Consideration
Of space legislation
Treaties and accords
It ended with a dissertation
On property rights
Up above
The Kármán Line
By then my life of crime
Gave way to the back office
Security and custodial policy
Took most of my time
But still the key bashing continued
Mostly on correspondence
Briefing and case work
Ministerial messages
And advice to colleagues
About how to keep safe and secure
Their custodial world
Next a final move to
End my days of public service
Reverting to private practice
Providing security
To entertainers
Film makers, hotels, party goers
Stars of stage and screen
And certain sporting events
A bit of a racquet but
Always a ball
A call that I find hard to resist
But in these years past I have also
Turned my hand and
My nine little literary soldiers
To creating words that have less definite meaning
Less presentation
Of fact
And more
Creation of Fiction
More prosaic
And perhaps poetic
Bardic pursuits
At the root of an ambition
To follow the myth and legend tradition
And that of the writer of verse
So it comes to this
At the end
A writer of broad experience
In non-fiction
Takes on the condition
Of story teller
Be it made up stuff
The human condition
Or art
Ending the
Beginning and
Beginning
The end
About the Creator
Raymond G Taylor
Author based in Margate on the English Kent coast, having moved from London. Known for his short stories and flash fiction, as well as poetry and non-fiction writing on subjects such as art, science, technology and the human condition
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