Fiction
I Outgrew the Version of Me They Loved Most
There was a time when I was everything they wanted. Quiet. Agreeable. Polished. Predictable. I didn’t challenge the narrative. I didn’t ask for more. I fit so neatly into the version of myself they loved — the one who laughed at the right jokes, kept the peace, and apologized for simply existing too loudly. But over time, that version of me began to feel like a costume stitched too tightly at the seams. It didn’t itch at first. It was comfortable, even comforting — like playing a role in a story where everyone else had written the lines for me. And then, I started to feel the fabric tear. It wasn’t one grand awakening. It was quiet — like a drip behind a wall. Barely noticeable until one day, the foundation was soaked. I began noticing how often I said “yes” when I meant “no.” How my voice always softened when I had an opinion, just in case it ruffled feathers. How I apologized for being too tired, too passionate, too emotional. How often I swallowed my own truth because theirs was easier to digest. They loved that version of me — the one who didn’t take up too much space. But I started wondering: what if I did take up space? What if I said what I meant, and meant what I said? What if I stopped dimming myself to make others more comfortable in their own shadow? So I did. Slowly. I said “no” when I needed to. I asked for time, for clarity, for respect. I stopped laughing at things that weren’t funny. I let go of conversations that drained me. I unlearned the idea that being loved meant being liked at all costs. And guess what? The applause got quieter. People who once sang my praises now stared with confusion. Some with disappointment. Some even with disdain. I was no longer the “easy one.” No longer the “quiet one.” No longer the version of me they molded, managed, and adored. I had changed. And they didn’t know what to do with me anymore. They missed the girl who didn’t question, didn’t challenge, didn’t shift the dynamic. They missed the girl who took the blame, stayed silent, smoothed over the rough edges for everyone else’s comfort. They didn’t say it out loud — but it was there. In the awkward silences. In the half-smiles. In the way they started to keep their distance. I had outgrown the version of me they loved most. And for a while, that broke my heart. Because no one tells you how lonely growth can be. No one warns you that becoming who you truly are might mean losing people who only loved the unthreatening version of you. No one says that healing sometimes looks like walking alone for a little while. But here’s the truth I found in the quiet: I don’t miss her — the version of me they clung to. I honor her. I’m grateful to her. She kept me safe when I didn’t yet know how to speak my truth. But she’s not me anymore. Because I’ve become someone who no longer sacrifices authenticity for acceptance. Someone who speaks up, even when her voice shakes. Someone who is finally brave enough to disappoint others if it means staying true to herself. And in that honesty — in that raw, unfiltered version of me — I’ve discovered a deeper kind of peace. A fiercer kind of love. The kind that doesn't shrink for anyone. They may not love this version of me. But I do. And that, finally, is enough. Thank you for reading ❤️.
By Azmat Roman ✨about a year ago in Pride
Lost Within a Choice, Running on Empty
The desert highway stretched endlessly before Mira, a ribbon of asphalt unraveling beneath a colorless sky. Her car hummed softly, the only companion in miles of silence. She glanced at the fuel gauge—hovering dangerously above empty—and let out a breath she didn’t realize she was holding. Running on empty. In more ways than one.
By wilson wongabout a year ago in Pride
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Every home holds something special—not expensive or fancy, but filled with silent memories. Sometimes, that special thing is a simple wooden chair. We pass by it every day, barely noticing it. But if that chair could talk, what stories would it tell?
By aadam khanabout a year ago in Pride
The Fox and the Wolf
In a deep and ancient forest where the trees whispered old secrets and the wind carried tales across the valleys, lived a fox named Varyn. He was clever—so clever that he was both admired and mistrusted by the other animals. Varyn never hunted with force; instead, he outsmarted his prey or convinced someone else to do the work for him.
By Muhammad Idreesabout a year ago in Pride
The Last Spell in the Margins
The house at the end of Holy Cross Road looked like it had let out its final breath. The rooftop sagged slightly, and the shutters leaned off-kilter toward the soil. Even the fence, once pristine white, was now yellowed and peeling. Inside, the family picked through the remains of Eliza Bankop’s estate with hazy, tired eyes. Piles began to take shape as her adult children divided what was left. The younger grandchildren dashed around the mess, their energy unleashed after sitting still through the two-hour funeral. In the kitchen, the spouses chatted with beers in hand, unfazed by the solemn occasion.
By New England Poet about a year ago in Pride
Revisiting Yuri!!! on Ice — 8 Years Later!. Top Story - June 2025.
That’s right, people—Yuri!!! on Ice came out over 8 years ago. Feel old yet? Yuri!!! on Ice is a lovely little show. It’s a half-figure skating, half-romance anime about a 23-year-old Japanese ice skater named Katsuki Yuri, and he’s having a rough go of it. After binge-eating before a competition due to stress and the depression of losing his childhood dog, Yuri loses terribly at Nationals. He heads back home to Japan, fearing and dreading that his exuberant figure skating career may be coming to a sad and rather lackluster end.
By angela hepworthabout a year ago in Pride
