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The Cheapest Genius I've Ever Used

What trying DeepSeek finally taught me about curiosity, cost, and an AI race I never signed up to follow

By Zohan KhanPublished 23 days ago 4 min read
The Cheapest Genius I've Ever Used
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I first heard the name DeepSeek the way I hear most tech headlines, half-scrolling past it on my phone while doing something else entirely, catching only the part where a Chinese AI startup had apparently rattled the entire industry and wiped a genuinely alarming amount of value off some very famous tech stocks in a single day. I remember thinking it sounded like exactly the kind of story that gets overblown within a week, filing it away as background noise and going back to whatever I was actually doing. Then it kept coming back. Friends mentioned it in passing. Writers I follow started comparing notes on it. And I kept nodding along in conversations about a tool I had never actually opened myself, which eventually started to feel a little ridiculous even to me.

The Headline I Kept Scrolling Past

Once I finally sat down and read past the panic in the headlines, the actual story turned out to be more interesting than the stock-market drama around it. DeepSeek was founded in 2023 by Liang Wenfeng, an entrepreneur who had built his career running a Chinese hedge fund focused on quantitative trading. The company used that same appetite for efficiency to train AI models at a fraction of what its Western competitors were reportedly spending, partly because export restrictions meant it had to work with weaker, more limited chips rather than the top-tier hardware available to American labs. Rather than treat that limitation as a disadvantage, the team apparently leaned into it, refining their training methods until they were squeezing far more capability out of far less computing power than anyone expected. When their reasoning-focused model showed it could go toe-to-toe with the biggest names in the industry, at a fraction of the cost and released for free, it briefly felt like the entire premise that cutting-edge AI required enormous American infrastructure had cracked, at least a little.

The Evening I Finally Opened It

I opened the app on an ordinary weeknight, mostly out of stubbornness at that point, tired of nodding along in conversations I could not actually contribute to. I gave it a writing prompt I already knew well, something I had tested on other tools before, half expecting a stiffer, more mechanical version of what I was used to. What I got instead unsettled me a little, in the specific way that only genuinely good, unexpected work can. It reasoned through the prompt visibly, showing its thinking rather than just handing me a polished answer, and the writing itself held up structurally in a way I had not braced myself for. I sat there re-reading the output twice, partly checking for the seams I assumed had to be there, and partly just recalibrating what I had quietly assumed a "budget" AI model was capable of. It wasn't flawless, and I would have pushed back or asked it to go deeper. It didn't meet the gap I expected between this and the tools I already paid for.

What Kept Nagging At Me After

What stayed with me afterwards was less about the model itself and more about what it represented. In the months since that first headline, DeepSeek has kept releasing new versions, including newer flagship models trained on domestic Chinese chips instead of the Nvidia hardware everyone assumed was mandatory for this kind of work, and a coding-focused model this past summer priced so low it reads almost like a provocation aimed squarely at the rest of the industry. I found myself thinking about what it means that some of the most capable software on the planet is becoming this cheap this quickly, and about the very real tension sitting underneath all of it: a company racing toward an eventual public listing while also raising prices on its flagship models earlier this month, even as those prices remain well below what its bigger rivals charge. None of this is simple or fully resolved, and I do not think anyone, myself included, has entirely worked out what a genuinely cheap, genuinely capable AI model means for an industry that has spent years assuming enormous cost was simply the price of admission.

Where I Landed

I'm not throwing out the tools I already use, and I am not writing this as a conversion story. What actually changed is smaller and more personal than that: I stopped assuming I already understood something just because I had read a few headlines about it, and I started actually testing new tools before forming opinions about them, which sounds obvious written out like this but was not a habit I had before. DeepSeek is now just one more option in a small rotation I reach for depending on what I need, sitting alongside the tools I already trusted, rather than a replacement for any of them. What surprised me most, honestly, was not the specific model, but how easily I had let a single dramatic headline stand in for actually forming my own opinion.

Conclusion

I still do not know how this particular chapter of the AI industry ends, whether the price war keeps accelerating or eventually corrects itself, whether the company behind this one model becomes a household name or a footnote in a much longer story. What I do know is that I learned something small and slightly embarrassing about myself in the process: how quickly I am willing to form an opinion about something I have never actually tried, and how much better it feels to close that gap myself rather than borrowing someone else's conclusion secondhand.

Before You Go

If you have been scrolling past the same headlines I was, I would genuinely recommend just opening the thing yourself before deciding what you think of it, whatever "it" happens to be this month. I would love to hear whether you have tried DeepSeek yet, and what surprised you, so drop it in the comments. And if this kind of honest, slightly late-to-the-party tech reflection is your thing, follow along, because I write about exactly these moments every week.

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    Written by Zohan Khan