LOST FOR WORDS

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MY HEART HURTS FROM THE LOST OF A SPECIAL LOVE ONE. I ALWAYS SAY I WISH NO ONE HAD TO LEAVE THE EARTH. I WANT EVERYONE TO LIVE FOREVER AND NOT HAVE TO TAKE THAT FINAL ROLE IN A CASKET. IT IS A LOST THAT RUNS SO DEEP. I WISH NO ONE HAD TO PASS AWAY.

TERRY MARIA LANE WAS A VERY SWEET WOMAN. TERRY WAS 81 YEARS OLD. TERRY LOSTED HER HUSBAND TWO YEARS AGO. SHE JUST WAS NEVER THE SAME AFTER THAT LOST. SHE JUST STARTED GOING DOWN HILL AFTER THE LOST OF HER HUSBAND. AT FIRST, IT WAS LITTLE THINGS LIKE GALLSTONES, ASTHMA, PANIC ATTACK, AND SHE JUST COULD NOT BE ALONE.

TERRY STOP SLEEPING. SHE WOULD STAY IN ONE PART OF THE HOUSE ALL DAY. ON THE COUCH IN THE LIVING ROOM. IT WAS LIKE SIX MONTHS BEFORE, SHE WENT BACK UPSTAIRS TO HER BEDROOM. SHE WAS JUST HAVING A VERY HARD TIME. GETTING OVER THE PASSING OF HER HUSBAND.

I TIRED TO VISIT HER AS MUCH AS I COULD. JUST TO COMFORT HER. I WANTED HER TO KNOW THAT SHE WAS NOT ALONE. I WANTED HER TO FIND A WAY TO LIVE AGAIN. TERRY IS A PRAYING WOMAN OF GOD. SHE IS A PREACHER. SHE IS AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT A GODLY WOMAN IS.

TERRY WALKED THE WALKED AND TALKED THE TALKED 24/7 365 DAYS A YEAR. I WANT TERRY TO GET BETTER. I WANT HER TO EAT AND WALK AROUND AGAIN. TERRY HAS LOSTED SO MUCH WEIGHT. HER LAST CHECK UP SHE WAS AT SEVENTY POUNDS. HOW COULD THIS BE I ASK MYSELF?

TERRY STOPPED EATING AND IT WAS SO SAD. SHE SLOWLY WAS GOING AWAY AT THAT POINT. I WAS JUST PRAYING FOR A CHANGE TO TAKE PLACE. FOR HER TO GET BETTER AND BACK TO HER OLD SELF. GOD HAD OTHER PLANS FOR TERRY!!!!

TERRY WAS ON 24 HOUR CARE FOR OVER A MONTH. THAT MEANS THE FOLLOWING. TERRY COULD NOT BE LEFT ALONE AT ALL. SOMEONE NEEDED TO BE WITH HER AT ALL TIMES. TERRY NEEDED HELP WITH JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING.

TERRY WENT TO THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE, SHE STOPPED EATING AND SHE WAS SO VERY WEAK. WHILE SHE WAS AT THE HOSPTIAL THEY GAVE HER SOME TREATMENTS. SHE WAS NOT ABLE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM ON HER OWN. WHEN TERRY LEFT THE HOSPTIAL. SHE WAS PUT ON HOSPIC.

ON THE EVENING OF SATURDAY MAY 20, 2023 AT 7:30PM TERRY TOOK HER LAST BREATH AND WENT HOME TO BE WITH THE LORD. TERRY WAS LAID TO REST ON SATURDAY MAY 27, 2023. HER HOMEGOING SERVICE WAS AMAZING SERVICE. THE CHURCH WAS PACKED OUT!!!!!!!!

I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!! PLEASE CALL YOUR LOVE ONES. MAKE SURE THEY KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THEM. TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANYONE. WE CAN'T TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED. WE HERE TODAY AND GONE TODAY!!!!!!!

I HAVE SOME FAMILY MEMBERS THAT I CAN'T TALK TO. THEY ARE NOT VERY KIND TO ME. IT HURTS MY SOUL SO BAD!!!!!!!! I HAVE TO STAY AWAY SO, I CAN STAY IN A PEACEFUL PLACE. I WISH THING WERE DIFFERENT BUT, THEY ARE NOT!!!!!! THIS IS SO VERY SAD INDEED!!!!!!!

TERRY WAS A SPECIAL PERSON IN MY LIFE. WE WERE FAMILY. I LOVED HER SO MUCH!!!!! I JUST TRING TO FIND A WAY TO KEEP HER ALIVE!!!!!!!!!! SHE LIVES IN ME!!!!! I CAN STILL HEAR HER TALKING TO ME!!!!!!!! I CAN STILL FEEL HER SPECIAL HUGS SHE USE TO GIVE ME!!!!!! LORD HELP US ALL AMEN!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW SHE IS IN A BETTER PLACE. I PRAY FOR EVERONE THAT IS GOING THROUGH THIS. I PRAY THAT GOD WILL GIVE YOU STRENGHT TO CARRY ON. I PRAY THAT GOD TOUCH YOUR HEART. I PRAY THAT GOD COMFORTS YOU. I PRAY THAT GOD WRAPS HIS LOVING ARMS AROUND US ALL AMEN.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY SHORT STORY. I PRAY YOU ARE DOING WELL. PLEASE POST COMMENTS SO, I CAN REVIEW THEM. PLEASE LIKE MY POST. PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO MY PAGE SO, YOU DON'T MISS ANY OF MY POST. THANK YOU AGAIN AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!!!! REMEMBER YOU ARE ENOUGH!!! YOU ARE LOVED!! YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY SAFE AND WELL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!!!!!!!