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Under the sun, beautiful still

Under the sun, beautiful still

By Acene SifrinPublished 10 months ago 7 min read
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In the morning, in the restaurant to read an article on the left bank of your magnolia open, the name of the article is very elegant, imagination slightly wave the wings, artistic conception followed, a long time did not pick up the pen to write an article of their own idea to write something. I was sitting by the window on the third floor of the restaurant, and outside was a summer scene of Shanghai -- the sun was high and seemed to cast its shadow on every corner; Look far, is beautiful Western-style architecture; Look, is a bay lake, green grass accompanied about; The smooth road was lined with splendid shadows cast by ginkgo trees.

Walking on the road last night, the heavy footsteps slowed down the speed, but it did not affect the operation of the mind, I think: no matter how many things, need to complete one by one, no matter what the process experienced. I've always told myself to walk slowly, slowly, intellectually and gracefully. Psychological training has always been a compulsory course, let the heart is not impatient, always calm to treat oneself and others is my unremitting pursuit. Also because of various things in daily life sometimes difficult to calm down, thinking about, can not let go, so "skills" still need to be enhanced.

Reading, events, meeting people, walking.

When I was a junior, I was attracted to the teacher's class, but I really didn't understand what the teacher was talking about, why the name of the course (" Mandarin ") and the setting of each class (all over the world, current affairs and politics) always did not connect, and how many times I whispered with my classmates in private, there was still a lot of confusion, but fortunately I insisted on listening to it. The most painful thing is to write homework. Every time I can't grasp the theme, every time I deviate from it, and every time I feel ashamed after explaining the homework. All the problems appear in my homework. The final paper took more than seven hours to write and only got 78 points. The second time to choose is a beautiful lesson, strange shape of oracle bone scripts, long round corners of the small script, square square style, running clouds running script, red, write, again and again creation, again and again for the layout and trouble, again and again for not appreciate and at a loss. The teacher said, this is a happy class, burning incense, smiling, squinting, tasting, drinking tea. Listen to the class, read the book, write the word, find the teacher. Unease and perturbed, joy and happiness. Sunny Wednesday after the first class, send text messages to friends: if a person can give you strength, every time you see him is happy, do not see him is also happy, invisibly guide you forward, then this person is worthy of your love. And that's one of the things I learned from this course. The final exam is still a paper, the first time seriously to understand to summarize to write to change and then finalize, this time spent is the first time many times. Hand in the paper, walk out of the office, and wait for the grade. This time, 91, up from 90, I got it.

I still remember the teacher's clear rules in the first class of Ma Zhe. Sitting in the first row, I was cautious, afraid that a small action would be taken as a teaching episode. Since then, I have been greatly admired by my teacher for his vast knowledge, and have had a good conversation with him, although the profound philosophy is only vaguely understood. Two teachers' classes, a happy cooperation with classmates, a serious writing, many times of discussion and coordination, and finally a gentleman; The book, the article, the first brief answer, the second final draft, the final improvement. They are so selfless and kind, giving clear guidance and encouragement. If the first teacher is invisible imparting, then the second is that kind of wise direct. Because of the profound teaching of the teacher in the philosophy class, I was curious about the unique thinking. I stepped into the campus of Huacheng, made friends with students from all over the country, and met the fat group leader with the cute Garfield face in a low-key way. I felt the passion of the teacher or the lovely profound.

The rush of exams goes on and on, the queue waiting.

Special four preparation exam mid-term, just know how many words have not back, dear students how strong; The entrance fee for the purchasing course is staggering, but unchanged; Compressed final exam weeks, heavy revision content; An indiscretion led to the result of the unforgettable life; Give up before the six test, understand what you really want. In Zhu Zi's class, she slept from the first to the last. In retrospect, she looked up at the PPT with her eyes closed, and in her ear was Mr. Zhu Zi's low words filled with a huge amount of information, or lowered his head in meditation. It was very interesting.

Very wonderful practice month, turns out to be big sun, dark and anxious. Those of you who have never forgotten can only stay in the bookshelf, the time seems to be forever full. Sleep at night, wait for the bus crowded subway, life goes on. Wa,Susan,your life is busy. But this is the life, right (Mr.Zahid)? Wa,Susan,your life is busy. But this is the life, right (Mr.Zahid)?

Sometimes you understand the truth, but when you really face it, the situation will still happen. Such as interpersonal. Sincerely treat the people you know, pure and unadulterated, share and pay. The air between the heart and the heart, the distance between the toe and the toe. When you take a step to shorten the distance, hold hot water to warm the air, does not decide that another person can wish the same as you. The man wraps himself carefully, controlling his distance, counting every word, either ignoring it, or stepping forward and retreating inwardly. Emotional abstinence, yes. When I suddenly found that all the points on the circumference were like this, I could not accept it for a moment. I chose not to speak, chose to think, put the focus back on myself, and got busy. Why ask someone else to interfere with someone else's lifestyle if you can't make yourself better? He is strong, he is strong, the wind caresses the mountains. I can't turn myself into someone I don't even like.

On the bus that night was a group of 45 students returning from a day tour of Shanghai. There are whispers and the occasional laugh and shout. "Freshman year you feel lost, sophomore year you feel a lot of problems, just like you feel now, junior year you see everything..." Remember the truth in standard Mandarin and be a pure person. Yes, there are a group of people in the world, their hearts toward the future, philosophic, sincere, natural presentation. I would like to be one of them. Thanks to travel thousands of miles on the road to meet one in ten thousand people, no matter what he brought, is happy or sad, is negative.

"The older I get, the more I like to drink wine," Liu said, "because I can't say something more." The longer I work overtime, the more I like to go alone, because I wonder how much longer I can stand it. At the beginning is a group of people on the road, later all need a person alone. Have wished anyone would send them a text message, picked up the phone but didn't know who to call. But only after this, there are memories of the joke.

Has been on the road, has been walking, the external can be temporarily as ordinary as Cinderella, but the heart is always the noble princess. Look out the window, white clouds, blue sky, beautiful summer, I like so much, so good sunshine, so good life.

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