Sex ED instead

It was Saturday night, my parent's date night, so they would be going out for the evening. I knew how I would be spending my evening, looking at porn on my iPad and getting my jollies with no possible interruptions. How else is an 18-year-old gainfully unemployed man-boy going to spend his lone evening? I could go online with my friends but I could do that any night, no, tonight was going to be different, some alone time I think.

It must have been around twenty minutes before my parents left when all my plans were dashed.

“One of my students is coming over to study, please don’t bug her, let her do her work in peace,” my dad said. There go my alone time plans.

Maybe if I didn’t bug her, she wouldn’t bug me, I thought.

“Fine,” I said, slightly irritated, I tried not to show it in my voice but I couldn't help it.

My plans would stay the same, I would just stay in my room and not leave.

There was a knock at the door.

“Can you get that?” My dad called out to me.

She better not get in the way of my plans this evening or I’ll make her sorry she came round, I thought to myself as I headed to the door.

But when I opened the door my jaw hit the floor.

Standing in front of me was Lydia, she went to the same college as me. Our college consisted of a large group of buildings and the subjects we studied were in buildings quite far apart from each other, but I had seen her around during lunch breaks. Lydia was a year ahead of me so she must have been about 19. She had shoulder-length pink hair brushed to one side, and was wearing a very tight red top, short tartan skirt with fishnet thigh high socks and some old beaten up high top trainers, she was a typical emo/punk/grunge chick, she was hot. Who needs porn when I have something this titillating in the same house as me. Something tells me I would be taking lots of breaks from my room just to spy on her.

“Hi, can I come in then?” said Lydia in a very timid, gentle voice. “Err yeah sure, come in” I was so awkward, I hoped the floor would just open up and swallow me.

I showed her in and brought her to my dad who was pacing back and forth waiting for my mum to finally be ready.

“Hi Lydia, how are you?” my dad inquired, smiling. I could tell by the look on his face he was thinking the same bad thoughts about her as I was as he looked her up and down. I don't think she noticed, my dad didn't make it as obvious as I had at the door. “I’m fine thank you” Lydia replied politely. “You can use the table over there to get your work done, I’ve told Alan not to bother you,” my dad explained to her, giving me a look.

Lydia let out a little embarrassed giggle as she walked over to the table. she leant down to put her bag on the floor and get her books out, as she did I could see her skirt ride up I almost managed to get a peek at her knickers, I was drooling. All of a sudden I felt a hand whack me on the back of the head which quickly brought me out of my pervy state, I swung around to see my mum giving me a very disapproving look. I smiled shyly and shrugged.

“Lydia there is food and drink in the kitchen, if you want anything just help yourself,” my mum said. “Thank you,” Lydia said politely. “We will be back late, probably after midnight, I hope that is ok, if you get tired feel free to fall asleep on the sofa.” my dad added. “Yeah that’s fine, thank you” Lydia replied. “Ok have a good evening and we will see you both later,” my mum said and then she shot a look at me. “Be good?” she told me “Yes mum,” I said and I heard Lydia let out a little laugh.

How embarrassing, oh well off to my room I guess.

Mum and dad finally left after much fumbling about searching for keys and credit cards. I sat on my bed with my iPad, looking through some porn pages but all I could think about was the actual real sexy girl in the next room. We lived in a bungalow so all the rooms were on the ground floor. The door to my room opened up to the living room where Lydia was sitting at the table doing her work. I felt scared of being caught if I did anything, what if she decided to walk in and saw me beating my dick, that would be so bad.

I quietly crept to my bedroom door and slowly opened it to see if I could see her, she had her head down, it looked like she was concentrating on her work. I doubt she would give me any trouble, but just in case I decided to get under my covers, that way I could hide and pretend I was just chilling out and watching videos in my bed. I slid my pants down so my dick was free and gently started stroking it while watching some videos. The funny thing is I found myself searching for girls that looked just like the girl in my house right now, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I kept thinking about when she had bent over and I could almost see her butt, if only her skirt had gone up a bit higher. I was rock solid by now with that thought in my head, then there was a knock on my bedroom door.

“Yeah” I called quickly trying to rearrange myself as Lydia walked into my room. “I’m going to make a drink, do you want one at all,” she asked me.

She frowned at me.

“What are you doing?” she asked me. “Nothing, I’m just watching videos,” I said quickly and probably not as convincing as I had hoped.

In the blink of an eye, she darted over to me and grabbed my iPad out of my hand, laughing when she saw what I had been looking at.

“Oh dear, oh dear,” she said, shaking her head. “You are a naughty boy, no wonder you need babysitting,” she said mockingly.

The thought hadn’t crossed my mind but had my parents asked her to come round to keep an eye on me so I didn’t get into any kind of trouble. The thought made me a little angry, but they got this girl round, I should thank them. Lydia's laughter quickly turned to confusion as she studied the images of the girls closer. She tutted and chucked the iPad down on my bed. I think she must have realised that the girls looked similar to her.

“Do you want a drink or not?” she said sharply, her playful tone had changed to annoyance. “A glass of water if that’s ok,” I asked hesitantly as she left the room.

Well, that was quite embarrassing I thought to myself, my chances however low they were, are non-existent now. Who am I kidding, I had no chance at all in the first place. Oh well, who cares if she saw what I was doing. I just hope she doesn’t tell anyone, I’m sure she wouldn’t do that, we should? After a short while Lydia entered the room again with two glasses of water, she places them down on my bedside table and sits down on the bed next to me.

“You know it’s not healthy what you are doing, don’t you?” she asked me. “What do you mean?” I ask innocently. She tilts her head and gives me a look. “You know exactly what I mean,” she tells me “Looking at those girls on that little screen of yours” she adds as I look away embarrassed. “It isn’t anything to be ashamed of, but it still isn’t right,” she says.

It may not be right but it’s the closest I’ve ever been to seeing a girl naked, I think to myself.

“Have you ever seen a real girl naked?” she asks calmly, heart starts to race, I have no idea how to deal with a question like this, especially to a girl this beautiful that’s sat on my bed. “Yeah, of course,” I lie, I had no choice. I couldn’t tell her the truth and let her think I was even more of a loser than she must have already thought. “So that’s a no then,” she said, seeing right through my lie.

She swung herself around on the bed, sitting on the edge with her feet on the floor.

“Get off of the bed,” she ordered. “Errr…” I begin to say, slightly puzzled by the command. I also remember my trousers around down and around my ankles underneath the covers, “Just do it,” she said, interrupting any excuse I was trying to think up.

She begins to laugh as I awkwardly shimmy up my trousers under the covers, trying not to let her see my exposed cock. I get out of the bed and just stand there, not sure what she wants me to do now.

“Stand in front of me, right here” she points to the ground in between her legs.

Obediently I stand where I am told, my heart is racing. What is she going to do to me? I think. She leans back on my bed and pushes her chest out.

“Do you want to feel them?” she asks me.

I feel like my heart is going to explode if it beats any faster, I feel my hands start to sweat and my mouth dry up.

“What do you mean?” I said, playing dumb. “Put your hands on my tits,” she tells me bluntly.

I gulp and slowly move my hands to where her tits are and give them a gentle squeeze. They feel harder than I expected but that might have been because of the bra she was wearing under her shirt. I feel around for a little while longer before removing my hands from her tits.

“How do they feel?” she asks, looking up at me. “Um… ok” I lie again. It was amazing, I’m just trying to play it down a bit, trying to act cool when my temperature has probably reached a million degrees. Lydia looks down at my trouser tent that has suddenly formed and she lets out a little laugh.

“Well that tells me otherwise,” she says reaching forward and grabbing my cock in her hand and giving it a couple of gentle tugs before letting go.

It felt amazing even if it was over my trousers., I’ve never had a girl touch me there before and it felt different from doing it myself so I wanted more.

“Ahhh, why did you stop?” I ask her.

Lydia laughs and pulls up her top revealing her beautiful perky little tits. My eyes nearly burst from their sockets, it was one thing seeing them on a tiny screen but another seeing them in person, up close and in the literal flesh. I stood there and just stared for a moment, my eyes transfixed on her tits, I could feel my dick starting to twitch, my cum wanted out of me and all over those beautiful tits.

“Go on, touch them,” she said gesturing to her chest area.

I felt like I was shaking, the adrenaline had finally kicked in. I tried to swallow but my mouth was so dry. I just couldn’t do it, no matter how hard I tried and how much I wanted to I just couldn’t bring myself to reach out and grab those beautiful exposed tits right in front of me, I just didn’t have the courage.

“They won’t bite you” Lydia laughed and grabbed my hands and placed them on her boobs.

They felt so nice, a lot softer than they had when she had her top on. I gave a little squeeze, I was trying to be gentle. I lifted them and squeezed a little harder but not too hard. My hands started to caressing and kneading her soft pale tits, I slowly worked my way towards her nipples, gently stroking each nipple with my thumbs, watching them get hard.

“That feels nice,” Lydia said closing her eyes and leaning her head back.

I leaned in and gave one of her nipples a kiss. Lydia let out a little moan as I put the nipple in my mouth and began playing around with it using my tongue. Lydia began to giggle and then pushed me away. She wiped the spit from her tit and pulled her top back down. I felt deflated, I didn’t want them to go, I wanted to look at them more.

“I have to do my course work,” Lydia said and began to stand up.

What the hell I thought such a fucking tease. She could see the look of disappointment on my face, she let out a little laugh and pulled her skirt up around her waist revealing that she had no knickers on at all. I could see her pussy. I thought my brain was going to explode.

“Do you want to fuck me?” she asked. “I do” I manage to speak these basic words, it’s all that would come out. “Well hurry up then, I’m sure you won’t last long” she laughed. “I really do need to get my work done,” she said as she turned away from me, bending over and leaning on the bed presenting her ass and shaven pussy to me.

This was really going to happen, I thought to myself. I couldn’t believe it, this real girl was going to let me inside her, she was going to let me put my virgin cock inside her pussy. I quickly pulled down my pants, there was already precum forming on the end of my dick, she was right I wouldn’t last long.

“Don’t I need to wear a condom?” I asked her. “Do you have one?” she replied “No,” I said “Well that answers that then doesn’t it, now hurry up” she grumbled

My dick in one hand I fumbled around with her pussy using my other hand, trying to put my cock inside her and not having much luck locating the entrance. I thought it would be simple, but in reality, I had no idea what I was actually doing. Lydia let out a sigh.

“up a bit,” she instructed

And there it was, I felt an opening and my dick slid easily inside her. It was so warm and wet. I lasted all of about 5 seconds before dumping my whole load inside her, my body shook and my balls were drained of all my cum. Lydia laughed hard.

“Wow, that was quick,” she mocked.

She turned slightly around to see the disappointed and embarrassed look on my face.

“It’s fine, don’t worry,” she said, her tone told me otherwise.

As I pulled my dick out from inside her a part of me felt amazing but another part felt like a total failure.

“I’m sorry,” I said looking down at my slimy wet cock, I could barely look her in the face now, I felt so ashamed. “It’s fine,” she said as she laughed “It happens, trust me, it’s absolutely fine,” she reassured me. “but now I really need to get back on with my work,” she said as she stood up from my bed and pulled her skirt down, she gave me a condescending pat on the head and left my room.

I felt amazing, I collapsed onto my bed. That was way better than wanking to porn all evening. But it was only six in the evening, what was I supposed to do now? I just lay on my bed for a while thinking about what had just happened. After about 25 minutes I started to feel a little bit bored and horny again. I didn’t know if I should watch porn or if I should ask Lydia if we could do it again. No, I couldn’t ask her that, she would probably just tell me to fuck off because she had to do her work. I found her quite unpredictable though so she might just let me. I reached over to grab my glass of water and noticed that there were still two glasses on the table. Lydia had left hers behind. This could be my chance to go out and talk to her again, if I take her the glass something else might happen, who knows, I thought hopefully.

I grabbed her glass and nervously walked out into the living room where Lydia was sitting at the table doing her work.

“You forgot your water,” I said to her and placed the glass on the table beside her. “Thanks,” she said, not even looking up.

I stood behind her looking over her shoulder at what she was doing, it looked very confusing.

“Wow that looks hard,” I told her. “Yeah, it’s frustrating as fuck” she replied.

I decided to man the fuck up and put my hands on her shoulders and began giving them a rub like I was massaging them, she didn’t push me away or say anything so I carried on.

“Nice?” I asked her. “Mmm yeah,” she said.

I began to move my hands down her back and back up to her shoulders, gently squeezing and poking about like I knew what I was doing, I didn’t. My hands went to her sides slightly and back up to her shoulders. Lydia leaned back in her chair and allowed me to carry on with the shoulders but not the back, I guess she wasn’t as keen on that as I was to touch her. I slid my hands down her chest and onto her tits and back up to her shoulders, and she allowed it. I tested the waters again and moved my hands back down onto her tits, I gave them a tiny squeeze and a rub and then moved my way back up to her shoulders. Lydia closed her eyes and leaned her head back so it was resting on me. I moved my hands back down over her tits and down towards her stomach and back up, but as I came back up I pulled her T-shirt up, exposing her sexy tits again. My hands never made it back up to her shoulders I managed to work my way down onto her stomach I had to lean in more so I could reach down lower and under the waistband of her skirt, it wasn’t comfortable but it was worth it for the short feel of her bald pussy mound.

As I moved my hands back up I pulled her t-shirt up, Lydia lifted her arms and I pulled her shirt up over her head. There is no way of her pulling it back down now I thought to myself as I tossed on onto the floor. I began rubbing her tits a little and I felt her hand move behind her feeling for my cock, she managed to find it. She grabbed my dick and began gently tugging back and forth slowly, it felt so good. Don’t lose it now Alan, I thought to myself. I reached back down under the waistband of her skirt and found her pussy mound, bald and soft, I still couldn’t reach any further in the position I was in so I moved my hands back up to her tits and groped around with them while Lydia was tugging on my rock hard cock.

“Want to go on the sofa?” I whispered in her ear. “Not just yet,” she said, turning herself around to face me.

She leant forward, unzipped the fly of my trousers and reached inside carefully pulling my cock out. She slowly began working her hand up and down that shaft, her hands felt so warm and soft on my dick. She looked up at me and gave me a smile before leaning forward a bit more and put her mouth around the tip of my cock. She let her tongue play around, licking around the top of my helmet, it felt so good. She slowly placed more of my cock in her mouth as she gently tugged on the rest of my shaft with her hand. This was a new experience and it was good, I allowed it. Slowly at first, she started moving her mouth up and down the shaft of my cock, taking a little more of its length with each stroke. I could feel her tongue on the underside of my shaft like it was a snake trying to wrap around my dick. She started to go faster and faster. It felt amazing but if she didn’t stop now I would cum in her mouth and I’m sure she would be pissed with me if I did that.

“You might want to stop,” I said between gasps but she just carried on sucking faster. “I might cum” I said, begging her to stop now but she just went a little faster. “Don’t you want to fuck?” I asked her, struggling to hold back.

She let go of my dick with her hand, took my whole length in her mouth, and gently squeezed my balls. I couldn’t control it, I couldn’t hold it back any longer, she had her warning. Thick cum shot out of my cock into her mouth, Lydia gagged a little but kept her posture as I emptied yeah another load inside her without me being able to control it. She slowly backed herself away with her mouth securely around the shaft of my dick making sure she didn’t spill any of my cum. When my dick was totally out of her mouth she looked up at me with her mouth closed, she smiled and then swallowed. She swallowed my cum down.

“Ahhhhh, tasty,” she said, wiping her mouth with her hand

She gently licked the tip of my prick and went right down to the base of my shaft once again, it was too much, and I let out a giggle. She took my cock out of her mouth one last time and looked up at me.

“Can I get back to my work now please?” she pleaded with me. “Oh, I’m sorry, yes, sure” I stuttered and took a step back, still a little out of breath. “Where is my T-shirt?” she asked, looking at me with a playful frown on her face.

I looked around and saw it on the floor by my room.

“I’ll get it for you,” I told her, as I walked over to the crumpled up piece of cloth lying on the floor. I knelt to pick it up as I did, I got the scent of her perfume.

“It smells so nice,” I told her “Thank you, can I have it,” she asked hand outreached for me to throw it. “Err, yeah sure,” I said, but I had other plans. “If you can get it,” I said quickly, running into my room and slamming the door behind me.

I heard the noise of a chair scraping across the floor and I could hear her running towards my room.

“Give me my T-shirt!” she yelled slamming into my bedroom door.

she tried to push her way into my room but I held her off just barely, she was strong I thought. She started hammering on the door like some kind of demon. I let the door go and jumped onto my bed. Lydia rushed in jumping at me and grabbing at her shirt but I kept it just out of her reach. I overpowered her and pinned her down on my bed, her naked tits jiggling about. She was laughing.

“Can I have my shirt back please?” she asked sweetly, giving in to my awesome power. “As you asked so nicely” I began. “No you can’t, you don’t need it” I added.

I had her pinned on the bed, no matter how much she struggled she couldn’t get free, my legs were on her arms, my now limp dick resting on her tits. She motioned to bite my dick but she couldn’t get anywhere near, I laughed. I pushed her tits together, squashing my dick with them. She laughed and tried to wiggle free but she couldn’t. I reached behind me and felt around, and I found it, her pussy, she still wasn’t wearing any knickers. I began to gently rub up and down in between her pussy lips, it already felt wet. From my porn studies, I kind of knew where I should be rubbing so I began rubbing around where the clit should be. Lydia gave up fighting it and just relaxed, allowing me to play around with her pussy, she seemed to be enjoying it and before long I could hear her breathing change to short shallow breaths and little moans.

I decided to take the risk and release her from my grip and moved down the bed towards her pussy. With my face now just inches from her pussy I could see what I was doing. I moved my fingers all around, gently stroking her pussy and around her clit, I looked up at her face, I could see she was enjoying it, she was biting her lip, probably trying not to make too much noise. As I moved my fingers down towards her pussy hole and I could feel Lydia wiggling about, not trying to get away this time, she was enjoying it. I slid a finger down towards the opening of her pussy and slowly eased it inside her. Lydia let out a gasp as my finger slid inside her. It felt so warm and wet, I decided to try two fingers. She took both of my fingers quite easily and before long I was gently thrusting two fingers in and out of her while rubbing her clit using my thumb.

Lydia was squirming about even more. I decided to move my head closer to her pussy and stuck out my tongue. I replaced my thumb with my tongue on her pussy, it tasted strange, not unpleasant but not like anything I had ever tasted. I flicked my tongue around a little bit, like a cat licking milk from its bowl. I guessed I must be doing something right as I could hear Lydia making a lot of muffled sounds. I looked up to see she had grabbed my pillow and was using it to cover her face to drown out the sounds she was making. I went faster with my tongue, licking all around her clit and little figure eights around it and began wiggling my fingers inside her, this sent her over the edge and I could hear her let out a scream even under the pillow, I felt her start to twitch, then her whole body arched a couple of times before slumping back down, totally relaxed.

I stopped licking and fingering her. I looked up at her and could see her chest going up and down quickly. I pulled the pillow away from her face, she slowly looked down at me with a smile on her red flushed face.

“That was…..” she started to say but still struggled to catch her breath. “That was amazing” she finally said. “I really need to do my work now” she added and tried to get up but I pinned her back down by moving on top of her. “Please,” she begged as I inserted my cock easily inside her. She let out a gasp as I thrust myself as deep as I could into soaking wet pussy. “I have to do my work” she pleaded with a smile on her face.

I started pumping my cock in and out of her juicy wet pussy but after only a few minutes I made one final thrust deep into her pussy and came, again, this time I doubt there was any real cum to squirt inside her but the feeling was still the same. We stayed like that for a few moments just holding each other’s sweaty bodies, catching our breath.

“Well that was indeed fun but I really need to do my work now,” Lydia said as I released her. “My dad is your tutor, I’m sure he will give you an extension or something, just ask him,” I said to her “I may have to, for some reason I haven’t managed to get anything done this evening and it’s due on Monday,” she said in a sarcastic tone and giving me a playful smile. I gave back her t-shirt, she put it back on, straightened out the rest of her clothing, then kissed me on the cheek and went to leave the room.

“If you need anything just call,” I said to her as she left. “Thanks, will do” she replied.

I didn’t bug her for the rest of the evening and I eventually fell asleep while watching a film on my iPad. I woke up later in the evening as my parents came home, they sounded very drunk, they must have had a good time.

“I’m going to bed,” I heard my mum say, it was hard to make out because her speech was very slurred then I heard her bedroom door shut.

I heard muffled talking between my dad and Lydia. I didn’t dare go out there, she was probably asking for an extension on her course work or something, and my dad would probably guess that I had been bothering her. I laid there in bed for a while, I couldn’t hear any more talking, I guessed my dad had probably gone to bed so I decided to see if Lydia was still awake and if she had managed to get an extension from my dad. I got up out of bed and quietly opened my bedroom door to take a peek, I was shocked by what I saw.

Lydia was on the sofa with her legs in the air and my dad pounding away at her. My heart sank, I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. Lydia’s head tilted back, her mouth wide open and her fingers digging into my dad's back as he thrust his throbbing meaty cock inside her. He was fucking her hard and she was loving every moment of it. My dad was a big guy and I definitely didn’t take after him. I sat with my back against the wall as I listened to my dads’ grunts and the little muffled squeals coming from Lydia as she tried to not wake up me or my mum while she was receiving my dad's huge dick. there was no way I could compete with that. I felt angry and jealous for some reason but I knew she wasn’t mine to feel jealous of. I decided to take another peek, as I did she looked over at my bedroom door and caught me looking. She looked at me and gave me a quick smile, I couldn’t tell if she was mocking me but then slyly gave me the thumbs up and mouthed the words ‘extension’.

I’m glad she got the extension but this isn’t how I hoped it would happen. It was my own fault, if I hadn't bugged her all evening she would have got her work done and I would maybe never have seen the sight I had witnessed.

With one final thrust and a grunt, my dad stuffed his cock deep inside her, Lydia once again this evening having her pussy filled with cum. She threw her head back, she let out a loud squeal, I’m pretty sure mum was too drunk or she would have heard that. Lydia looked up at my dad, smiled and mouthed the words ‘thankyou’. He smiled back and patted her on the head. As he pulled his cock out of her I could see her flinch a little. His thick girth had definitely stretched her out a bit after that pounding he just gave her. He wiped the remaining juice on her stomach and skirt, he got up and stumbled drunkenly to his room where my mum had probably passed out and would never know what he had just done. I had quickly darted inside my room, hoping he wouldn’t catch me looking.

I laid in my bed feeling betrayed and hurt. But I don’t know why, Lydia wasn’t mine, she wasn’t my girlfriend, she wasn’t even a friend, until tonight she was just a stranger that I would see occasionally at college. I rolled over and tried to forget about it but it was hard, this evening had been amazing and I felt like we had started to form a connection with each other. It felt physical but it also felt like more than that, I felt safe and as if I could just be myself around her. More time passed and I felt myself starting to drift off to sleep when I heard my bedroom door slowly open, it was dark so I couldn’t see who it was. as the figure got closer I saw that it was Lydia.

“I’m staying here tonight” she whispered “Mind if I sleep with you,” she added.

I heard the rustling of clothing as she took them off what little clothing she was wearing and dropped them on the floor. I moved over and she got under the covers next to me. I could feel that she was naked, her smooth soft skin brushed up against mine as she rolled over and faced me. I could just about make out her face in the darkness, but I could also smell my dad’s aftershave on her.

“I’m sorry you had to see that” she whispered in my ear. “It’s fine” I lied, I wasn’t fine with it. “I didn’t mean anything, I just needed extra time on my assignment,” she said “I said, it’s fine” I tried not to sound hurt but strangely I was.

I didn’t know what hurt more, was it the fact that I saw my dad fucking the girl I had lost my virginity with this very evening or that he had a much bigger cock than mine and she probably enjoyed it way more.

“I didn’t enjoy it as much with your dad as I did with you,” she said, trying to reassure me. “He does have an amazing cock and it felt so good but it didn’t feel special like it was with you” she added.

I could just about make out a smile on her face. I couldn’t tell if she was just lying to me to make me feel better, if she was, it wasn’t working.

“I don't know why you even care what I think anyway,” I said to her. “Because I like you,” she said

I was shocked, did she like me? Did she like me or did she like, like me?

“Ok,” I said, not knowing how to respond to this. “I told your dad I didn’t want to do it because you are my boyfriend,” she said to me “Your boyfriend?” I said questioningly.

There had been no talk of this before, neither of us asked each other. maybe that’s how it worked now we are adults, I thought to myself. I had no problem with it, I really liked her and wanted to see her more.

“You came inside me 3 times this evening, we had fun didn’t we?” she stated. “Yeah but….” I began. “But what?” she said. “I didn’t think it meant anything to you, I thought it was something you just did,” I said to her but looking back maybe it was the wrong thing to say but she seemed to dismiss it. “I was a virgin until this evening,” she told me “A virgin!” I was shocked.

I know you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover but she was the kind of book that you hid away under your mattress so your parents didn’t find it.

“Why do you think I was so hesitant about letting you fuck me?” she said.

Hesitant? I thought to myself, she had been the one that came into my room in the first place. It made sense though as I thought about it, even though she was pretty full-on, she was playing hard to get, I thought that was just part of her game. She was probably just as scared as me but didn’t show it and if she had shown it we probably wouldn’t have done anything this evening, her initial advances had made me more confident to approach her.

We had played around for a bit at first, it had been a little bit of a disaster and I came so quick. She knew I would and I have heard that is usually what happens, but after that, we did other things until eventually we got better together and had a good time. But I can shake the images of seeing her fuck my dad. Maybe this is why it hurts so much because deep down inside we had bonded this evening and I felt betrayed.

“But it still hurts that you fucked my dad,” I said truthfully. “I’m sorry, I really am.” I could see the pain in Lydia’s face as she said this, it seemed she really meant it. The college course she is doing must mean a lot to her.

“It’s fine,” I said and pulled her closer.