PURE DUBIOUS BLISS

For the most part everyone that has a partner expects full devotion from them, physically, emotionally, and financially. For fear of being chosen over another woman from my boyfriend at the time, the father of my children, I denied him several requests for us to have a threesome. But to my awe, I ended up having not a threesome but a foursome!

It all began when me and my ex started to dab into porn together. At first, the thought of my man lusting over another female's body disgusted me. Consequently, as time went by, deep in my most darkest lustful desires there stemmed a twisted pleasure arising within. I began to fantasize that the guys on the porn videos were actually my husband and I commenced to ask questions such as: How long would it take you to cum to her? Would you like to fuck her like that? Or who is sexier me or her (my desire being that he would choose her over me!) and so forth. He would comply and in no time he began to request sexual encounters with other females.

In the beginning they were requests with females that were my friends. It occurred one night in our old trailer with my old time friend, I will call her Susy. Sexual intercourse did not occur only because I stopped it;The emotional and physical connection that was displayed by both of them infuriated me while they were touching each other. In conjunction with this, the jealousy that I felt was unbearable. Additionally, she had the audacity to tell me that how dare I discontinue it because in the past I dared to agree to have a threesome with her and the guy that she liked and I yelled at her that this was the father of my children that we were dealing with in this situation. Although there were several other female friends that he wanted us to encounter sexually, nothing sexual happened between us.

Fast forward, five years later. We began to smoke crystal meth together and the effects were drastic on my body when it came to sexuality. My libido sky rocketed and I began to have powerful orgasms so high that I started to squirt. I had never experienced this kind of orgasm before. I wanted more than just one one one I wanted to give him the desire of his heart. We talked about going out of town to find a couple so that we could experience this lovely threesome that he had been craving and since he had been so obedient to not require it, I gladly decided that I would succumb to his dormant concupiscence.

It was the night of the big event. It came sporadically. Just to say the least, I didn't shave my vagina that night. And yes, in case any reader wondered, yes I did shower. We began to smoke meth and the sexual desire compelled us to go to a strip club. The bartender let my partner know that I was really hot and if she could have a shot with her and also, if we could kiss. The kiss was hot and steamy. I had a few more drinks and shots and i became intoxicated. We were sitting next to a guy who was receiving a lap dance, from an Asian chick. I will call him Ceasar. The Asian woman was cute. Suddenly, a fight broke out between an old drunk man and that Asian chick. I will her, Sarah. The guy that she had been giving a lap dance to rose up and was ready to hit the older man. My partner also interceded for her, and the old man was about to punch my partner when I stepped in front of him and the old man stopped. That event drew closer my partner and Ceaser. To our surprise, Ceaser had an attraction towards Sarah. My partner and I began to talk about renting a hotel room for the night.

The night was feeling right, I lusted after this event and as she began to kiss my pussy I could feel the tingles of arousal spurge through my heated body. I saw how Ceaser grabbed her away from me and began to fuck her so hard she was moaning over and over again. His penis size was amazingly huge and thick. My partner began to fuck me hard as well. And soon he switches me over to Ceaser and Ceaser begins to fuck me doggy style. He was so much bigger than my partner that the intercourse hurt me. I moaned repeatedly as I watched my partner penetrate Sarah. I saw him sweat to his enjoyment of another pussy. Then they brought me and her together again while my partner smashed my face to her vagina as I was eating her out and I heard her moan to the lick of my tongue. I licked and sucked her clit until she came. Not to stop what arousement you might begin to feel, but my jealousy started to jump start once he told me that I could leave and that he could stay. So that is where the fun ended. It was already around 5ish and the sun was rising. So we left back home.

That experience made me realize that I lusted after women. But that I was not willing to share my partner for more than a few moments of fucking. I gladly will have sex with a bisexual or bi-curious female. Now it has been seven years after that experience. We are not together anymore but I learned a lot about my sexuality.