I Masturbated for the First Time.....
Weird at first but surprisingly enjoyable
Alright, let's just get this out of the way. I know I'm super late, so fellas, get off me, and ladies who do this, you guys get off me as well. Don't judge me.
I'm 25 years old, and I masturbated for the first time a few weeks ago. I know how it feels to reach completion, since I got a hand-job from my cuddle-buddy at the time, but I didn't know how exactly to go about it.
That all changed in about a day or two. Every morning before I go to work, I watch Hulu for a bit before I get dressed and there was a commercial for Old Navy that had Busy Philipps (White Chicks, Dawson's Creek) in it, where she was checking herself out in a pair of jeans. At first, it was just another commercial for me. But the moment I was at work doing my job, I couldn't stop thinking about her, and how sexy I find her. When I got home after work, I watched the commercial again and again. I was feeling something, but I didn't start until later when I went to bed.
Then, I was masturbating every other night when I was able to, and I went from watching the Old Navy commercial with Busy Philipps to watching some videos of a gal I know that likes to tease me with her ass, and damn, she has this GREAT ASS (points to you, if you know who said that and what movie that's from). Plus, she likes to tease. Stuck with that for a bit, and here I am now.
I go back to those videos sometimes now, but I just started checking out some other videos. Like, the other night, I was checking out Asa Akira, since I wanted to check her out more because I first saw her on The Eric Andre Show, and I thought she was beautiful. So, I Googled her and of course, I ended up on PornHub. I'm at the point of no return now. I only saw her video where she's oiling herself up, and two other videos where she's doing JOI. I didn't reach completion in time, but my goodness, Asa is so damn beautiful.
After Asa, I realized that I can use my imagination more without the help of a picture or a video. So, I would think of random women to get started, and go from there. I would start with gals that I knew, and then, as I would get the engine revving, I would think of celebrity crushes that I have, like Sophie Turner (Game of Thrones, X-Men: Dark Phoenix), Maisie Williams (Game of Thrones, New Mutants), and Vanessa Kirby (The Crown, Fast & Furious Presents: Hobbs & Shaw). I have a bit of a thing for women from the UK.
Recently, I got back on PornHub again, and I've really been watching two gals back to back lately. Like, there's this one gal from France I watch, and another gal who's petite, but she has this really sexy voice, especially in this one video where she role-plays as your best friend, and gives you a JOI while she's wearing a swimsuit because she finished swimming. There's one specific part that I find myself watching a lot, just so I can hear her voice and moan. She lets part of her swimsuit down, showing her breasts, and gets closer to the camera. She lets you nibble and fiddle with her nipples, and she gets a little more turned on. I kind of use it now to get me started, before I go into my mind some more.
Nowadays, I take it easy with the masturbating because I'd rather space it out, instead of just rubbing one out for the hell of it because I want to feel like I'm turned on. It's kind of crazy that I started this late, but better late than never. Plus, this helps with my depression. It doesn't cure it or anything, but it keeps the cloud from coming over my head faster. So, I'll take as much help as I can get.