I can play like a boy

The night has come for the big celebration party at Kaleb’s house. A good friend that I have known for years. The past few years him and I have been getting closer. I have finally admitted to myself that I have a crush on Kaleb. I know that I will be seeing both him and his best friend Joshua at this party. Joshua is another man that I have been getting to know who happens to be Kaleb’s best friend who moved back into town. I am trying to not seem overly excited about it. I have decided that I am living in my femme fatale era, and I am going to play the field just as the boys would do.

I plan out my outfit strategically to show just enough skin but not so much that it’s obvious what I am trying to do. I decided to go with some short denim shorts that hug me perfectly and a sage green one piece tank top that has three buttons at the top. I am feeling myself while also revealing in the perfect way. I head out to Kaleb’s house trying to remind myself not to get nervous if anything happens.

From a distance, I see Joshua walking outside from inside the kitchen, he makes eye contact with me and walks across the yard to come say hi. He kisses me on the cheek and gives me a little hug. I can feel his tight back and the smell of his intoxicating cologne as he hugs me.

Drinks have started to be consumed. The food has been eaten and everyone is having a great time talking. As I am sitting in the lawn chair listening to a friend tell me a story about his travels. I can feel a set of eyes looking at me. I glance over and see Kaleb looking at my chest (making eye contact with a man that I find attractive is super difficult for me because I get super nervous and look away in fear.)

As I catch him looking at my chest, I look up at his eyes and he realizes I’ve seen it. He gives me a little crooked smile and I look away. As conversations continue, I see Joshua speaking with somebody else at the party. I look over to him he looks at me and smiles, instantly I get butterflies.

So now I have Joshua to my left, and I have Kaleb to my right. Seeing as both of these men are best friends, I kind of hope they have talked to each other about me. So, I feel like I have these two men to toy with tonight.

I am in a small group talking, I look back to Kaleb and see him staring once again at my chest. This time he looks up at me with a crooked smile I look at him dead in the eyes give him a sultry smile right back and we keep eye contact. Just the thought that I know he is looking at me and he knows that I know he’s looking at me in front of all these people who have no idea, is so exciting to me.

A little while later, I look to my left again and see Joshua still talking with one of his friends. However, his position has now changed so that Joshua is facing me, and his friend’s back is to me. I catch him also staring at my chest except this time he raises his drink to me from a distance and smiles teasingly. I grab my drink raise it to him and give him a cute little smile right back. He then makes a gesture on his chest, referring to mine mouthing the words “love the top.” I instantly blush, bury my face into my glass and take a drink.

The fact that I have both these men watching me enjoying, the little views that I am giving them is so exciting to me. It has taken me a couple years to realize that I should not have to hide my assets but to flaunt them in the right way, and to be proud of it.

It’s getting later in the night and people have started to go home. The closer friends have stayed, and drinks are still flowing. There have been a few more times that I catch the both of them looking at me and check me out and I smile back. I feel amazing.

A little while later I find myself at the snack table and as I walk over there Kaleb is walking back. He quietly whispers to me in passing, “you have no idea how hard it is for me to keep my eyes off of you.”

I walk over to the table my cheeks red from blushing, letting those words fill my ego. I begin to replay them in my head over and over again. As I am building my plate, he comes back and says “you know that I am enjoying the view and so is Joshua, he told me.”

I knew it! They do talk about me. I am a little shocked that they are not angry I am talking to both of them. I quickly brush it off and enjoy it. Though that excites me even more, I can’t help, but be nervous. I start to think to myself, wait so these guys are actually talking to each other about me. I wonder what else they have said.

Kaleb breaks my train of thought and says, “you’re doing it on purpose aren’t you?”

I whisper over the table confidently, “Yes I am.”

I can see the cute little smile on his face as he says “you like showing them off don’t you?”

I can’t help but giggle a little bit and say well of course I do.

“well, thank you for that” he replies as he walks away from the table.

The things he says to me just live in my head rent free. I told myself that if anything else would’ve happened tonight that I am going to do something about it and not shy away. Even if it scares me or I feel like it’s going to come out awkward I’m still going to do it.

A little while later I head to the bathroom. I carefully navigate my way through the dark hallway into the dimly lit room where the bathroom is at. As I am in there washing my hands, I hear a door open and close. I figured somebody coming in to use the bathroom after me, so I step out and make my way through the dark room. Of course, I run into Kaleb. I jump back, startled as he grabs me by the shoulders and says, “oh I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you.”

He quietly says to me, “it’s s so hard to keep my hands off you tonight.” I look down at his chest, having the same thoughts about him I find myself biting my lower lip and I slowly look up at him through my eyelashes to whisper back “oh yeah?”

I look down towards my chest, tilting my eyes up to him and slowly pop open the top three buttons of my shirt. Allowing my breasts to become more exposed, showing off my dainty little tattoo in between my breasts.

I drop my hands to my side, lean back onto the wall and say, “well you don’t have to keep them off me entirely.”

He takes a step forward, pressing me firmly against the wall and his hands on my hips. He’s slowly drags his hands up my waist to my chest. His fingers curling under the fabric of my top and stretching it out to the sides so my breasts fall free. Both of his hands cup each breast, I lean my head back onto the wall and let out a sigh of pleasure. I can feel him smiling as I pick up my head to look at him. I slowly lick the corner of my mouth and bite my lip as his eyes hungrily watch.

In an effort to play with him a little bit more I ask him, “are you going to just stare at my lips or give them a taste?”

My heart is racing, and I am trying not to show how nervous I am. He lets out a little laugh and gently places a kiss on my lips. I can feel the need and the want behind them. His tongue begins to search for mine. The kiss starts to intensify turning my nerves into jelly. One of his hands has found their way to the back of my neck, tangling his fingers in my hair, pulling me in closer to him.

For a second, he leans out of the kiss with his finger still in my hair, and says, “is that what you wanted?”

I have no words, but all I can manage to say is “ugh yes.” It is clear that is also what he wanted by his excitement pressing against my thigh. Here we are in this dimly lit room, both breathing heavy, trying to catch ourselves. He pulls away from me with a big smile on his face his eyes scanning my entire body. For a moment I am frozen there, breathing heavy, breasts still exposed. Once I caught my breath, I find the strength to let him know I think I should go back outside so people don’t wonder where I am. As I walk outside, I try to fix my hair and quickly redo the buttons on my shirt.

When I get outside Joshua locked eyes with me and smiles. I think know what just happened in there. I turn to the ice chest to get myself a drink when he walks over to me. At the same time Kaleb comes out and stops next to me. Both Kaled and Joshua are standing on either side of me as I fumble to get a drink.

"Did you two have a good little talk inside without me?" Joshua says softly getting himself a drink and handing one to Kaleb.

My eyes just go wide, did he really just say that??

I take a sip of my drink when some people come up to Kaleb to say bye. I look over my shoulder and realize no one is left except Kaleb's one friend helping him clean up.

Joshua grabs my hand and takes me inside without a word. I look back to Kaleb who is cleaning up, he looks over to me, gives me a smile and a wink.

Joshua leads me into a room, shuts the door and turns on this ambient dim golden light and sets me down on the edge of the bed.

"I want to see what you have been showing of all night" he says softly kneeling down in front of me on the floor.

His hands slowly find their way to the edge of my shirt lifting it slowly over my head. His eyes look at my fully exposed chest then up to me.

"Wow, they are amazing" he says taking them in each of his hands. Slowing feeling my chest with his strong hands he sits up on his knees, pushes my legs apart and brings his lips to mine. His hands cup my face, his thumbs under my chin pushing it up. He slowly trails soft kisses down my neck to my chest. His tongue finds one of my nipples. He traces little circles around it while his other hand finds my other breast.

I tilt my head back and let out a soft moan.

Out of nowhere I head the door open and in steps Kaleb. He stops in the door way staring at me. I pick my head up, my eyes go wide as I gasp.

"What is going on in my room?" he says playfully.

Slowly Joshua turns to Kaleb to say, "bro look at how beautiful she is."

I am sitting on the edge of the bed with Joshua between my legs. He is fully clothed and I have no shirt on. I feel butterflies filling my stomach. I wasn't sure how Kaleb would react but definitely not this casual.

"I can see her but don't let me stop the fun, continue" replies Kaleb as he slowly walks to the side of the bed and sits down.

This time Joshua takes his attention to the button of my shorts. Kaleb brings his hand to my neck with a gentle but firm grip and lowers me down onto the bed.

I feel like there is already so much going on but I am so excited.

Joshua delicately unzips my shorts and pulls them down. At the same time Kaleb is kissing me. His hands softly moving over my body, his lips tangled with mine. I am slowly becoming desperate for a release, I can feel the pressure building.

Joshua has buried his face between my legs his tongue finding its way to my most sensitive parts.

Teasing me.

Building me more and more.

Kaleb has move down to my breast taking one in his firm hand and the other in his mouth.

My head is pressed to the mattress, eyes are shut and I am letting out more and more moans in pure bliss.

Joshua gives his mouth a brief break to slowly insert a finger with slow movements and says, "let go...for us."

With that I am lost in ecstasy. Letting out involuntary movements and screams of release.

After a few moments I collect myself, sit up and bring my knees on the bed sitting upright facing the edge of the bed where Joshua is.

Meanwhile the men and removing their shirts and taking off their shoes.

I am facing Joshua and signal for him to step closer to me, my hands move to the edge of his pants to work the button and slide them down his legs releasing his member.

Without a thought I lean forward to take him in my mouth. Moving rhythmically causing him to let out a moan in bliss. As I am getting going with Joshua, I feel Kaleb climb onto the bed behind me. His hands land on my bum, gently caressing them until I feel something firm and smooth start to tease me.

I'm moving quicker up and down Joshua's member letting out muffled moans in pleasure when I feel Kaleb fully enter. As he does I press all of Joshua into my mouth, eyes roll to the back of my head and I loose myself once more.

"Oh my god you feel so amazing" Kaleb says and he is moving more and more.

Joshua nods in agreement and has to pull away before I looses himself.

The men wink at each other and they spin me around so now I move to take Kaleb in my mouth and Joshua places the tip of his member just barley in the opening. The moment I start to move my mouth along Kaleb more, Joshua slams into me causing me to let out a scream in pure pleasure.

This pattern happens a few more times. I let the men have their way with me, taking turns until I reach a point where they can no longer restrain themselves. They both remove themselves from me and loose themselves all over my belly. I can no longer function, my legs have gone limp with exhaustion and they both fall onto the bed next to me. We all lie there, smiles on our faces, bodies sweaty staring at the fan....