A TIME BEFORE
It was awhile ago
A time before
A moment then that was now
I had longed for the look of a stranger’s glance
Someone new, different, someone not like me
To stimulate a part of me that had fallen to sleep
What had been a gentle slumber was now wrestling in the restlessness of complacency
I never thought that the stranger would be someone I knew so well.
It was the eyes, I think.
Maybe the hands
Maybe something in the voice
That said more than words
Or was it the cadence of the speech
That reminded me so much of the well tempered Prelude in C
The beginning of a continuation
Falling into you was simple, easy and at times ecstatic
The first touch
That was the moment when I knew
That life, with its ease and stability
Life, with an endless array of sunshine and smiles
Life, as an experience of peace would end.
Life would be different now.
By the power of our touch
Life became full of insanity and devastation
I craved you
The madness of the intoxication of your smell drove me to foodless days
I needed nothing but your touch
It was desire that led to darkness
Even as I clawed through emotional quicksand scrambling to hold onto a life I used to know.
We walked slowly, deliberately towards my bedroom
I was pulled at once to go forward and to runaway
You ushered me
As if you knew the way
As if my bedroom was your domain
Your space
In your well tempered voice you said
“I just want to hold you,
Feel your skin on my skin
Nothing more”
My mind knew it was a lie
My heart did too
My soul laughed
As we laid next to each other skin touching skin
My soul laughed louder
When you leaned in to kiss first my hair, then my forehead
My soul roared in hysterics
Your lips descended gently across the aspects of my face
Pausing forever at my lips
Then your lips discretely caressed the length of my neck
Until I felt your tongue dive gently between my breasts
My mind wondered which breast you would suckle first
My heart relaxed, feeling safe in the warmth of our mutual fire
My soul rolled her eyes
The only touching part
She always knew was a lie
But she had over time forgotten
The simple honesty of lips
She was now remembering
You cupped my left breast in your right hand
Then gently but firmly squeezed my nipple
You watched as my lips parted with a sigh
A groan of pleasure and pain
Then subtlety you kissed
Suckled and kneaded my right breast
Then the left
From one to the other
Continually
For what felt like timelessness
A gentle shift and you were running your tongue
Across my belly
My hips joined in the conversation with my heart and mind
Causing a gentle rhythm to envelope my body
My soul surrendered her cynicism
Your lips brushed across my sacred space
Not stopping
Your continued down the length of my thighs
Caressing my knees
Massaging my calves
Kissing the instep of each foot
While softly tickling and caressing each toe
My mind felt complete
The shell of my heart cracked
My soul fought to drift back to a time
A time before our first touch
Before life as we knew it changed
But it was too late
My hips summoned you from where you were
And I died as your lips touched
And then drank the sacred honey
From my overflowing cup
About the Creator
Miri
Miri Hunter is a Creative Professional: a musician, writer, performing artist and scholar and founder of the non-profit Project Sheba. The organization‘s motto is “changing the world one story at a time”
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.