Tomorrow Will Be Different
We don't know what happened to the world, but perhaps it's time to start anew.
Every night I go to bed after the sun sets, and every morning I wake when the sun rises. I have no internal alarm clock, not an external one either, so I sleep with the sun, regardless of the season. I am not sure what day, month, or year it is, but I know that I am alive, and alone.
But today, today was different.
I peered out the window to see dark clouds in the distance. I was running low on water, so I happily welcomed the rain. I got dressed, boiled my water, and brewed my - probably expired - coffee, enjoying small bites of homemade crackers, and eating a single egg. This is how I have survived all these years; initially, I found and hoarded any and all ingredients and supplies. Using them just enough to keep my head afloat, but knowing that eventually, I would still run out. Even with everything working against me, I have managed to keep chickens alive, taking some eggs for food while allowing others to hatch and grow.
I manage to harvest wheat, tomatoes, corn, and some kind of leafy vegetable, but I can’t take all the credit, the crops were already here when I found this vacant farm. It’s large and takes a lot of effort to maintain, it started out with much more variety but some things were harder for me to sustain. When I arrived, there were seven cows but no bull. I had never killed an animal before, but without the possibility of producing calves or milk, I did what I had to do to survive. I use the barn to stash away whatever items I can, occasionally taking naps when I get tired but don't want to return to the house just yet. The chickens have produced enough roosters and hens that the population stays high, and I can occasionally have more protein. I know more than two years have passed, but halfway through the third, I stopped counting.
I hurried outside to feed the chickens and tend to the crops before the rain came, but today I got distracted. Today, I saw a light.
As I bent down to pull some weeds a light flashed across the sky, I never saw it touch the ground, yet from afar I could see a small blue glimmer bouncing across the fields. Confused and intrigued, captivated by the blue glow, I decided to walk toward the light. I continued to increase my pace as the light became brighter, I started to run when I saw the blue ball bouncing closer to me. I ran until the light was no longer blue and round, but a bright white light skipping along with the flowers, flowers I never knew existed.
The last time I ventured off the farm, almost everything was dead, the vegetation was scavenged, and the animals left for a better home. I told myself what I saw today was a miracle. A miracle that birds were flying over me, a miracle that small rodents were jumping through the grass, creatures I thought had all left this land had finally returned. I stopped and fell to my knees, crying at the thought of shooing these creatures away all those years ago, hoarding the crops for myself and my animals, I didn’t realize they’d never come back.
I looked up and through the tears, I saw the light was now closer, smaller, and not actually a light. It was a girl, she looked younger than me but no younger than 17. She danced in the fields with a bright wave of energy flowing around her, the animals seeming to dance with her.
She saw me on the ground and ran to me, reaching her hand for mine. Without thinking I grabbed it, and she pulled me to my feet. I quickly realized I hadn’t had a real bath in years, my hair was down to my lower back, matted and frizzy, my overalls dirty and loose, and I hadn’t seen another human for at least 6 months longer than I had been at this farm. Yet, here she was, bright-eyed, with clean skin, a blindingly white dress, and hair that flowed in the wind, glimmering in the sun.
Before I even had a second to think, we were running. She held onto my hand tightly, weaving through the grass, sprinting downhill until the sound of rushing water filled my ears. She pulled me towards a clear river, sparkling under the sun with trees lining the sides, and deer, foxes, and small critters taking sips from the clean water. The only water I had at the farm came from a pond and the rain, and most of it went to the chickens and crops.
It took everything for me to believe that this was real, to think that had I just looked a little further all those years ago, there would be something more out there. The girl cupped her hands in the water and motioned for me to drink. I mimicked her movements and felt the coolness reach the back of my throat, tasting the crispness of clean running water. Realizing this wasn’t a dream, I threw myself into the river. The girl laughed as I swam through the water, taking big gulps as I watched the girl run around to the trees and bushes that covered the land.
She came over to the side of the river and laid out a pile of fruit. Apples, oranges, kiwis, blueberries, fruits I didn’t even think grew in the same area. I quickly stumbled out of the river and ate it all, she laughed again as the juices spilled over my chin, but her giggles quickly stopped as another beam of light flew overhead. She watched the light fall and turned to look at me. She waited for me to finish eating before squeezing my hands and waving goodbye. Before I could even blink, she was gone. She ran off towards the light and with her, the animals went too, as did the sun and the flowers. Just as it looked all those years ago the land quickly dried up, there were no more birds or deer, and the river all but disappeared. It was all gone.
I jumped to my feet and ran after her. In front of me, the world still glistened and seemed as if it was brand new, behind me, pouring rain and desolation nipped at my heels. I ran as the light became brighter and brighter, until I could no longer hear the rain behind me, and was only surrounded by sunlight and trees. I stopped and looked to a cliff where the girl stood staring up at the sky. As I made my way toward her she turned and smiled, reaching out her hand to show a single seed, unlike I’d ever seen.
“It’s going to be okay,” she said. I took the seed from her hand, and with one quick breeze, she was gone.
Today was different, but tomorrow, tomorrow will be better.
Written while listening to "Five (Instrumental)" by Sleeping at Last, The Atlas: Enneagram (Instrumentals) album. Try listening along while you re-read the story.
About the Creator
Writing articles about mental health, education, astrology, and overall life. Writing fiction stories about whatever comes to mind! When I'm not writing you can find me crying about all the animals I can't adopt.
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