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The Writer

As if my brain subconsciously knows that the value of offering or thinking just as everyone else is equivalent to no value whatsoever.

By RoccoPublished about a year ago Updated about a year ago 2 min read
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I write.

Because if I am being honest.

I can never find the right words to actually say what I’m trying verbally.

My thoughts are quite complex-

My questions can be incredibly lengthy-

My explanations may embody immense depth that can get lost in translation.

And I never say things the way I wish.

Usually, I need a metaphor-

A story-

Something to compare and describe the point I am making.

Because my thoughts don’t always have the right words to portray the sentence I am trying to craft.

I think differently.

I think in all shades of grey.

Able to understand the two polarities of black and white-

But all areas of grey are examined and assessed with a thoroughness that befuddles me at times.

And depending upon when someone enters in on that process to ask me what I think-

or perhaps the answer to a decision that has to be made prior to completion-

Well..

I seem all over the place because I have thousands of pieces that I am just beginning to see all the connections.

But frankly, I am still in the process of coming to the full picture.

I guess that is why I am an analyst.

It is why I’m really good at what I do.

If you were to ask me to find the one anomaly -

To find the one thing that is different-

To discover a pattern of connection that no one could find.

I would find it.

If you were to need a solution,

An idea.

A way of thinking no one has offered before.

I would execute.

Because that is how my brain works.

It does not go to the easiest, most probable or popular choice or thought first.

It automatically processes and finds the construct that no one would typically think of initially.

Don’t get me wrong, it always considers the easiest and most probable ideas.

But more in context-

Like those two polarities- putting the most common thoughts on the ends of the spectrum and immediately assessing the scale for gaps-

Areas to connect concepts most would not think of.

Again, it is not on purpose.

It is just how I think.

As if my brain subconsciously knows that the value of offering or thinking just as everyone else is equivalent to no value whatsoever.

So..

Yeah.

I write.

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About the Creator

Rocco

“As if my brain subconsciously knows that the value of offering or thinking just as everyone else is equivalent to no value whatsoever.” The Writer

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