The noise of the word "Mother....!!

“Much taller than me in stature, possessor of strong flow of thoughts, all round personality, the moment a small child lays his head on my lap, the very moment I become a mother.” For her child any mother wants to live up to that. Wants to loot her affection. The separation of the child even for a moment can put a stop to the life of the mother. She is the mother, the nurturer, she waters that little plant with her blood which is a part of her, so why shouldn't she be restless for her son, why shouldn't her heartbeat increase when she can't see him.

When that little one slowly utters the word mother for the first time, it is as if he has got all the happiness where he was.

What meaning have I been able to give to the word "mother", I doubt whether any woman can really give meaning to the word mother in this age; Where the woman called mother continues to raise her voice today that my dreams have remained unfulfilled, which I have cherished since childhood, "Now that the children have grown up, I will fulfill them." Because we do not retrace our steps and start the journey.” If they do, then the work is not completed. The destination of any journey is in front, it is difficult to reach the destination by looking back from there. But one word that binds like a hope, wakes up like a hope, in the shade of mother's affection, the mischiefs of childhood were said to the mother. He used to giggle even when scolded by his beloved.

In the midst of this mental conflict, the word mother starts criticizing the moments played one by one. The child whose height has become very big still remembers his childhood moments by saying mother in the dupatta instead of my lap and I feel a little embarrassed, have I been able to do justice to this relationship!!

"In the storms of struggle, when I want to run away from the pursuit, then in his language, saying, "Mother", he stops me by bringing his hopes to the fore.

I feel that don't know how many expectations he must have kept from me and have I lived up to that...?

I have seen and heard that children at this age almost pretend to be adults, while this child still wants mother's lap and father's company. And mother always considers her child as child no matter how big he is. Let it happen.

Sometimes his understanding seems like a rock on his father's thinking.

The same child has told about his friends that he has not even been able to talk to his father for years. Why do they express their anger on their father because they have some bitterness, but the noise of the word mother makes them soft and confident. The mother will not refuse whatever they ask for and will never leave their side in trouble.

Well, at the moment I am talking about myself, do I do justice to the relationship with the word mother!!

Because, I used to become a wife when I didn't want to and also a mother in those days, I was not comfortable in these relationships; That's why this question arises. The essence of my love is neither me nor anyone else, because I didn't understand when I became a mother from wife, but this feeling is so pleasant as if you have found it completely, or it has been confined in my lap. .

A girl had become a wife. by the will of the parents and by the will of the husband; So have I really been able to create mother's love within me? Because when he was born he called her mother, so did she become mother just by the sound of words!!