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Finding Peace in the Eyes of a Child

A retired soldier haunted by his past finds solace in the company of his neighbor's daughter

By Keerthana ThirumalairajPublished about a year ago 7 min read
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The sun was setting on a peaceful summer day, casting its orange and yellow rays across the small town. The town was still and quiet, except for the sound of crickets and the occasional rustle of leaves in the wind. A retired soldier sat on a bench in the park, staring off into the distance. His name was Jack, and he was haunted by the memories of his past. Memories that he couldn't shake, no matter how hard he tried.

Jack had spent most of his adult life serving in the military. He had been deployed to some of the most dangerous parts of the world, and had seen things that no one should ever have to see. He had witnessed death, destruction, and cruelty beyond anything he could have imagined. He had lost friends, and had been forced to make decisions that would haunt him for the rest of his life.

Now, years after his retirement, Jack was still struggling to find peace. He had tried everything, from therapy to medication, but nothing seemed to work. His nightmares were relentless, and his days were filled with anxiety and fear. He felt like he was trapped in a never-ending nightmare, and there was no way out.

As he sat on the bench, lost in thought, he heard a voice calling his name. He looked up and saw a young girl walking towards him. She looked familiar, but he couldn't quite place her. As she approached, he realized that it was his neighbor's daughter, Emily.

"Hi, Jack," she said, smiling. "How are you doing?"

"I'm doing okay, Emily," he replied. "How about you?"

"I'm good," she said. "I was just on my way to the park to play. Do you want to join me?"

Jack hesitated. He wasn't sure if he was up for playing with a child. But then he remembered how much he used to love spending time with his own children when they were young. Maybe spending time with Emily would help him forget his troubles, even if just for a little while.

"Sure," he said, standing up. "I'd love to play with you."

They spent the next hour playing on the swings and climbing on the jungle gym. Jack found himself laughing and having fun for the first time in what felt like forever. Emily was a bright and energetic child, and she had a way of bringing out the best in him.

As they sat down on the bench to catch their breath, Emily looked up at him with curious eyes.

"Can I ask you a question, Jack?"

"Of course, Emily. What's on your mind?"

"What did you do when you were a soldier?" she asked.

Jack froze. He wasn't sure how to answer that question. He didn't want to scare her, but he also didn't want to lie to her.

"Well, I did a lot of things," he said, choosing his words carefully. "I helped people, and I protected my country."

Emily looked at him, trying to read his expression.

"But did you ever hurt anyone?" she asked.

Jack felt a lump form in his throat. He didn't want to lie to her, but he didn't want to traumatize her either.

"I did what I had to do, Emily," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "But it wasn't easy. Sometimes, in order to protect the people I loved, I had to hurt others."

Emily was quiet for a moment, processing what he had said.

"But you're not hurting anyone now, right?" she asked, looking up at him with concern.

"No, Emily," he said, smiling. "I'm not hurting anyone now. I'm just trying to find peace."

Emily nodded, satisfied with his answer. They sat in silence for a few moments, enjoying the warmth of the sun and the sound of the birds chirping.

Suddenly, Jack's peaceful moment was shattered by a loud bang. His military training kicked in, and he immediately jumped up, scanning his surroundings for danger. But then he realized that it was just a car backfiring.

He felt a wave of shame wash over him. He had spent so many years on high alert, always on the lookout for danger. Even now, when he was supposed to be enjoying a peaceful afternoon in the park, his mind was constantly on guard.

Emily noticed the change in his demeanor and looked up at him with concern.

"Are you okay, Jack?"

"I'm fine, Emily," he said, trying to shake off his unease. "Just a little jumpy, I guess."

Emily didn't say anything, but she took his hand in hers and squeezed it tightly. Jack felt a warmth spread through his chest. Maybe there was hope for him yet.

As they walked back to their homes, Jack realized that he had a lot to be thankful for. He had survived his time in the military, and he had a community of people who cared about him. Maybe he couldn't erase the memories of his past, but he could learn to live with them.

Over the next few weeks, Jack found himself spending more and more time with Emily. She had become a bright spot in his life, a ray of sunshine in the darkness. He started to see the world through her eyes, and he began to appreciate the small things that he had taken for granted.

One day, as they were walking through the park, Emily pointed up at the sky.

"Look, Jack!" she said. "A butterfly!"

Jack looked up and saw a beautiful orange and black butterfly fluttering through the air. He felt a sense of wonder and joy that he hadn't felt in years. He realized that there was still beauty in the world, even after everything he had been through.

He turned to Emily and gave her a hug.

"Thank you, Emily," he said. "You've helped me more than you'll ever know."

Emily smiled up at him.

"I'm glad I could help, Jack."

As Jack walked home that day, he realized that he had taken the first step towards finding peace. He had confronted his inner demons, and he had learned that there was still goodness in the world. He knew that he still had a long way to go, but he felt a sense of hope that he hadn't felt in a long time.

In the coming months, Jack continued to work through his issues with the help of therapy and the support of his friends and family. He knew that he would never forget his past, but he was determined not to let it define him.

On a warm summer day, Jack found himself back in the park where he had first met Emily. He looked around, taking in the beauty of his surroundings. He felt a sense of peace that he hadn't felt in years.

As he sat on the bench, lost in thought, he heard a voice calling his name. He looked up and saw Emily walking towards him, a smile on her face.

"Hi, Jack!" she said, running up to give him a hug. "It's so good to see you."

"It's good to see you too, Emily," he said, returning her hug.

They spent the rest of the afternoon playing and laughing, enjoying each other's company. Jack knew that he still had work to do, but he also knew that he had come a long way.

As the sun began to set, Jack and Emily said their goodbyes and headed home. Jack walked with a sense of purpose, knowing that he had confronted his inner demons and found peace. He still had moments of sadness and pain, but he now had the tools to cope with them.

He realized that life was a journey, and he was determined to make the most of it. He had learned that it was possible to find joy and beauty even in the darkest of places, and he was grateful for every day he had.

Jack knew that he still had a long way to go, but he was excited to see where life would take him. He had found love, friendship, and a sense of purpose, and he knew that anything was possible.

As he walked into his home, he smiled to himself, feeling a sense of contentment that he hadn't felt in a long time. He knew that there would be challenges ahead, but he also knew that he had the strength to overcome them.

With a deep breath, Jack looked to the future, ready to face whatever lay ahead.

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About the Creator

Keerthana Thirumalairaj

An Independent Solitude girl, who recently found the interests in writings and converts Facts and imaginations into writings.

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