Don't want to be what anyone expects

Why would you want to go back to this thing so persistently? Probably, the place where you grew up, is destined to become the most special part of all the memories of your life, very envious of everyone who met you at that time, because of that memory, they also became the most special existence.

Later, there will still be a lot of things that can not be put down, still in every autumn, somehow feel sad, that autumn, in the face of the pain of parting, has long been engraved into the genes, and later uprooted for many years, many years, and then to remember the past, some sentiments still exist, the original time can fade, most of them are not very important things, the real The people and things that you can't let go of are not so fast to lose to time?

I don't know, some questions can not find the answer, can only use the heart knot to explain, probably really because later did not meet better than them, so they became irreplaceable existence, or maybe, the sense of belonging to such things, there is also the first to come after The first thing to do is to get a sense of belonging.

The first thing you need to do is to get rid of it.

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Perhaps she is right, when the parents are old and sick, when their strength and attitude began to weaken, they will be moved, when the lifetime of the strong people began to become the vulnerable party, everything needs to make decisions, take the idea, then a moment of their own, perhaps will naturally assume this responsibility, and will not be obsessed with those years of companionship owed to their own time, she She said that she is so experienced over, before also with the family relationship is not good, parents are business, temper is even worse, can not move to quarrel.

She said she had the deepest impression that she was scolded by her mother for an afternoon because she lost a dollar, at that time, the most rigid relationship with her mother, but since her father became ill, her mother had to discuss everything with her children, she now has the best relationship with her mother, I have not thought about it, they have held a grudge for so long, just because they do not care enough about me? Is it because they left me alone at home? The fact is that they did not ask for my request, they left me behind, in fact, none of them, but just unwillingly, just thinking that when we grow up, a lot of feelings should be eased, but did not get the answer they wanted, the heart disappointed.

Family

Sometimes they resent them, not because they think they no longer need them when they grow up, but because they need them, so they will make a lot of self-important things that can only move, over the years, trying hard, trying hard to get close to them, trying hard to get close to their lives, in the end, in return, not getting any support, when they stand in opposition to the moment, should know that I was pushed farther and farther away, touching the bottom line of the moment, only to sincerely understand that some principles, it is not even family members can.

What I take to understand them, those years of walking alone, those who need to bear the pain alone, there is a place in the heart, has always been empty, also once for them to stay, but where we can be a little more understanding, or some relationship, for each other, do not have to be so rigid, but unfortunately, everyone's growth is only once, missed is missed, I also thought, the future will be I have also thought about what kind of opportunity will appear in the future so that I can start to reconcile with them from the heart.

I'm sure I'll never reconcile, even when they need me, I'm just doing my part as a son or daughter, some injuries, once or twice is enough, not that I'm too harsh on family, but because, I'm so forgiving, I'm hurting myself more and more, between people, it's all about the word "fate", I also hate myself, why do I still look forward to my family, probably because of the memories of those wonderful people and things. The actual people and things you can't let go of, but that time has passed and we can't expect to find the same care and love in another person.

If you can meet a good person for the rest of your life, it is probably to save yourself from the disappointment of your family of origin, if not, it does not matter, a long time ago, I have done a lonely life prepared, but the heart has been unwilling to admit it, but the action is unconsciously made that choice, perhaps in the face of parents and relatives urge, just do not want to deny themselves. The reason for this is that you are not good enough, and you are not willing to settle, so this life is suitable for a person to live, before always thinking about becoming the pride of who, now you just want to live a little easier and happier, it is enough.

Life is not enough for more than 30,000 days, should be in every day of living, live as you wish, meet different scenery, feel different human feelings, try to live this life a little wonderful, and then actively face each day of life, good and bad, are accepted as a whole, before always want to live a little more transparent, but in the end, found that can trap their own, are some worldly desires, the future does not want to I don't want to be what anyone expects, I just want to be myself.