Stream of Consciousness
The Day I Finally Chose Myself: A Story About Healing, Boundaries, and Quiet Courage. AI-Generated.
I didn’t realize how long I had been gone until I opened my Vocal account again. The notification bell was silent. My dashboard looked like a room I once lived in but hadn’t visited in months — familiar, but covered in the dust of forgotten routines.
By Ali11 months ago in Confessions
LIFE IS A MESS
I was searching for stability but I never found one. I tried to make things right by doing right things at the right time but it always felt like something is off and here, you go now you have surrounded yourself with another problem. The problem doesn't even wait for the previous problem to be solved. It's a mess. No matter how hard I try but I can't make things right.
By Samairaa11 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 神経痛
I feel I am going a little crazy since. I had that whole idea that I needed sex at least 3 times a week. I thought it might help my mental health but, I think I sort of down played the mental play that is required to even maneuver a FwB situation. I might have already overbooked myself. I have the tattoo artist hitting me up, and the sex god isn't answering me so I don't even know if he'll ever visit me again, then I made some random plans with this hot Kazahk guy to come down here from Canada.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
Secret Letter
What Jake Became I gave his moment to the ether in my mind. Between 2007 and 2009, while others buried Jake and marked the date he died, I let him dissolve into something larger. I didn't trap him in grief or fix him to a gravestone. Instead, I released him into the atmosphere of my consciousness - not as an ending, but as a beginning. In doing that, something unexpected happened: we became one. Not in a way that erased him or made him less real, but in a way that let him breathe through me, move through me, become woven into how I understood the world.
By Parsley Rose 11 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 立場. Top Story - November 2025.
I.. started talking about that guy in the tarot card discord. I am.. well I don't feel ashamed but I need to actually figure out if this is any good to continue to do, and if I am thinking about it, deep down I know it isn't.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 台数
I sort of crashed out last night and woke up at 5 am today. I still have my clothes on and everything. Luckily this is what I wanted to wear today since I still have that hickey, I am sure. I don't know why but I find it endearing. He was so gentle and tender with me with everything else, this sort of little act of "violence" sort of showed a deeper intention.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
